Psychedelics have always hit me particularly hard, ive never done DMT for this reason, marajuana is mildly psychadelic for me, everybody i have told thinks im full of shit, it makes me well aware that there are other dimensions adjacent to ours, its like it makes me aware the door is there and some of it leaks through, but its shut, i cant open it, psychadelics like lsd not only make me aware of the door, but the door is ajar, and much more leaks through, but i cant get to it, to look inside, if you catch my drift, im deeply fearful that should i do DMT id open the door and look through it and i dont think im meant to.

Its cheating, i think you are meant to wait till its time to go through, no peeking.