now i want to know what emoji this was about

i brought the clown world emoji with pepe and a mod ended up featuring it in the GLP smiley list.
So there were 2 versions of it. my own upload and the 'public' one. both got deleted a while later.

why would i ask or cry about it? clearly there was some reason that made someone actively delete it. clearly that person was aware of it and didnt do it on accident. so what use would it be to ask why?