Lost my cousin to suicide, who served in desert storm years ago.

He got married and they wanted to start a family.

They tried for months. Then he got tested.

Turned out he was sterile from the chemicals he was exposed to.

She left him cause she wanted kids and didn't want to adopt.

A year later he took his own life. The note he left will forever be burned into my brain.

We were blood brothers... I miss you Larry J.