I made it...the end of September marked one year since my husband passed away and October marked one year since I started a new position at my job.

It's been scary because my husband helped me do so much and I feel sick every time I have to do something new. He was smart and it takes me forever to figure something out but I'm doing it.

I love my new position at work but I've come close to being fired a couple times because of arguments with my coworkers.

Also the vax hasn't killed me yet but probably soon