The Sun GOD and I

I am only posting this on this forum because I assume people are open minded here. About 15 years ago a series of events in the morning led to me being in my backyard standing up, looking up at the sun and then seeing a face looking right at me followed by the letters GOD, so I looked back down at my hands and realized something I had never realized before. I felt GOD inside of me like I was the source, I looked at my mom and realized she was not real (everything felt like a dream called real life) I had numbers running through my mind and I felt GODS loneliness which was extremely intense in a really horrible way. I also remember GOD telling that when I die I will come back with "super powers", so basically this experience made me feel like Neo taking the red pill I guess. I've never woken up and thought I was GOD or the source of everything, but this experience really opened my eyes to what I really was. This existence felt like it should have been impossible and I felt like "yet I am here", so basically the experience only lasted a couple hours, but later on I would have dreams of being told not to forget that experience. There's more that happened, but I don't want to make this too long and I am writing this to see if anyone has ever looked up at the sun and seen GOD looking right at them followed by GOD being inside of them....?