Believe it or not, I made an account just to reply to you.. I really don't want to discuss anything openly, though, because this subject often gets personal for me, and the internet is not a good place to be posting personal information.

However, I'm intrigued, and on a similar page as you. I also believe I have some information and insight that would be of value to you, and likewise, yours would be incredibly valuable to me.

For these reasons, not counting (though most importantly) the future security of the human body/soul/spirit, I'd vastly appreciate having a one on one, live conversation with you by means of direct messaging.

Looking forward to your reply, with fingers crossed. I happen to be cursed as much I am equally blessed, so usually I am ignored, but I pray you'll take interest, at least out of curiosity.