I cursed God today.. dude has me flailing around without purpose.. he gives others so much.. and I'm just left with scraps

I sit here and figure out the big picture

To figure out why I'm given so little

The Lord helps those who help themselves.

Do you need help flailing and whining?

I almost have to ask permission to take a piss

I'm pretty good at it

?????

Do not curse Him- Dude will f' you up

He already did

I'm pretty much dead

One foot in the grave

Nothing to live for

No purpose to accomplish

If you need to go, let it flow. Don't get wet, just more regret.

maybe start by stopping writing degenerate or j cuck stuff?

99.9% of the time we're responsible for what happens in our life.

Buckle down and either get out of your situation, or work to make it better.

If you have your health, you have what many people don't have and would give away all of their wealth to get.

Ok

But I'm not allowed free will

I was affecting the revenue streams of someone because of my writings

And they pushed me

Harshly

That's your whole problem, your waiting for "God" to give you stuff and actually believe that "God" is just giving others stuff. You're going to be waiting a long time. Just sayin.

I have a mental condition diagnosis that someone else thrust on me to make me look bad

I'm not a Schizophrenic

But I get punished by society as if I am

pushed you to write degenerate stuff?

God gives things to people all the time

It's called inheritance

why do you care what society thinks?

Oh please, so God died and left them some stuff? Maybe some money?

^^^ This I cursed him because I am not sure who I am...

Further inspection reveals this...

John 14:16

And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Counselor to be with you forever.

Isaiah 9:6

For to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his shoulders. And he will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace


Paraclete


(in Christian theology) the Holy Spirit as advocate or counsellor (John 14:16, 26).



Turns out I was cursing myself.

I don't think I write degenerate stuff

I was a threat to someone's power and they silenced me

Because I am forced to see four specialists a month now because of my diagnosis

He is teaching you.


He did the same to me.


You have to learn to see the clues.

Raise your vibration and they stick out more.


Later bro...

That's over now. It's time to rest.

Their station in life was rewarded

Mine is punished

I would learn lessons faster if I had money

Ok

You become what you believe. Thoughts become reality. Read that again & again until you get it.

Get saved and read the Bible. Our small brains won't understand the who, what, where, when, how, why of this life without.

Hosea 4:6

“My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge: because thou hast rejected knowledge, I will also reject thee, that thou shalt be no priest to me: seeing thou hast forgotten the law of thy God, I will also forget thy children.”

Too bad you werent born in israel. They are gods favorite people.

what do you call writing that you wouldn't care if xyz person is a trannnnnnnie?

also, you always seem to be writing suckup sycophantic shit about people you call elites and celebrities? i guess that's your world view. it's boring.