My thoughts on death and what happens after we die, and somemore thoughts about the subject

You have no idea the number of times I've been told that I have a doppelganger. Even my mom and aunt saw someone looking just like me walking into my grandmother's hospital room....

They knew it wasn't me, because I lived over 1,000 miles away.... buuuut it was me. Heh, not that I was aware of doing it. I'm always being told I look so familiar by people, like they've before met me. Tis funny!





Thank you for being you, as loving as you are....

I really can't say why, but I could use some hugs right now....please.




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God does not judge. Accept that and your life instantly changes.

Perhaps dor some but there is some evidence that for some consciousness continues to evolve after death.

really interesting post, thank you.

Re the bolded part...... what if it was rephrased to "spiritless" ones........ and I know that many will disagree with that concept as well.

But to my understanding, once a person has become so disconnected from Source Creator, the spark of divinity has been extinguished. Or at the very least, diminished to a point of non-existence. These are the ones that exist in a mindless state of being..... empty-eyed, no compassion, no empathy.

What are your thoughts on these ones?

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Mildly Interested by this post, what do you suppose we can 'do' after we die in terms of activity? Is there a day to day? An afterlife that isnt a Christian heaven or New Jerusalem has always confused me.

I'm thinking we do whatever we want to....at least once we're all straightened out.

I was able to do a little medium work with an AC....I do believe she's posted on this thread (I think). Her husband and had been very ill, and couldn't do the physical things like he wanted to do.

I "saw" that he was very busy doing some woodwork. She told me that after he passed, he said he was going to build them on the other side....and it looked like that was exactly what he was doing. He was happy, but very much on task.

If I remember correctly, he had only been gone for a couple of months, and already he was living his life with passion.

Life outside of this realm is FREE, without the kind of control and manipulation we have here.

We can do whatever our heart desires. I know that's a foreign concept to most of us....

That's what I often hear from channeled ones, that we need to throw ourselves into what in life has us passionate.

We were created with untold creativity within us, and we still have some of that creativity now.

The message is always to find something to be passionate about and....'g'head go create!'

Yet for people like me, financially a poopie head, the need for money gets in the way of making our passion happen.

I have a very strong passion to win a large sum of money, so there can be more healing centers opened up throughout the world, using the EE System technology.

I realize that is a very BIG goal, and that basically heaven and earth will have to be moved for such the "miracle" to happen. Sometimes I slip into a monster of doubt, and that is not good. I have to remain positive at all times, but doubt does seep in.

"Believe you are worthy, V" <<<< my expanded self.

I know, but even more so, I need to believe in myself, because the planet and people are worthy.


I'm hoping I get there. I'd really love-love to be a part of the EE System effort, and getting more healing centers everywhere.

It's just such a fabulous technology....

Apologies beforehand, this is a fairly long reply with a metric ton of questions!

"Whatever the heart desires?" Truly? For example: metalworking, lacrosse, gardening, eating, drinking, fishing and forgive me for being crass but even sex? Surely there are somethings we cannot do, and I have never found a solid response for what we do in the afterlife outside of Christianity/Mainstream Religion. Doing truly whatever we want is indeed a foreign concept!

I see people talk about how you can do literally anything you want i.e. dreamscapes of fantasy lands you can explore and do whatever if you choose and pretty much let imagination run wild and others say it is in fact fairly limited. Some say you have physicality and a body just like now, and others say we are just energy or something of that nature. What do you think actually happens? Do you use any sources I could read up on?

Sorry if this comes off as harshly inquisitive its not supposed to be, I just have a burning curiosity because I have given the afterlife and things tangent a truly immense amount of thought and day dreaming throughout my life.

If there is physicality can you change how you look, bodily traits? I have a few deformities and health issues that used to cause me a great deal of dismay. It is wonderful to imagine that I might be a "better" and properly functioning version of myself.

Also in regards to what your heart desires and what might do, me and my buddies used to joke around when we played Dungeons and Dragons saying that if one could truly do anything one wants one of my friends would design a world and an experience and the rest of us would explore and quest on it. I simply love to experience things. I've always had my head in the clouds for better or for worse and I used to always think about what it would be to experience (still spiritually and mentally being myself) being the hero of a fantasy or sci-fi novel I just read or video game I just played and would burn with yearning. To beat the foe with martial might! To get the girl! To learn and explore a world so different than my own! Hardship, kinship, romance, mystery, discovery! To be a questing knight or adventurer (who would want to be a king!) That sort of stuff, lol.

I must admit I am a way too much of a sucker for fantasy and the though of experiencing all I have day dreamed and thought of experiencing. To say all your "heart desires" is quite an amazing thought for me personally to say the least! I hate to ask, especially because i've tried my hardest to suppress these desires, but do you think this is a possibility? Any expansion on what one does and can do is immensely appreciated!

Also on the topic of sex and romance, I have always been enamored with it and wrestled with it, especially since i've been an inward and fairly lonely person most of my life. There is a great curiosity within myself of an afterlife where such things might be present. Are such things the case? I've always struggled with myself on this, as I've always had strong desires for companionship and eros (putting that euphemistically) and is a part of me I try not to fantasize about or indulge, yet still do at times. Are such things permitted or have a place?

Which makes me wonder as I mentioned previously, what is the system of morality? I obviously do not wish to harm others, as I have trouble even being genuinely mean to others I meet. Just really curious about all this.

Just have given a lot of thought to what I might do if I could do anything I desired and the above is some of the more interesting things I wonder if one could do if they wished.

Sorry again for lots of questions. This topic genuinely makes me really excited and curious! Saying what "your heart desires" really made my mind start racing in about a thousand different ways and i'm only really getting out about a fraction of what i'm wondering, and I'd really like to hear your take on all this stuff! I could truly talk and ask questions like this for hours. But at the end of the day I'd probably be spending most of my time with my family and friends! If the afterlife was just me, my dad and my late granddad doing yard work and sharing stories I wouldnt have too many complaints! Whatever the case for the afterlife is i'm "dying" to find out!

You sound like a really fun guy! lol!

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What if we consider the difference between the heart and ego. Most desires are perceived as by emotions, which are basically a product of the ego.

It seems like when we are able to tame, or quieten the ego, the heart expresses its "desires" very differently. In other words, the heart doesn't REALLY desire materialist things or carnal things. The heart DOES desire to express itself, and experience that which helps the heart "expand" .....what does it mean for the heart to expand? Our consciousness will be expanded.

Anyway, just my 2 cents.

Such a primitive thought. There is so much out there, but we have been under much control on this side of things. Some need the control, as they are not yet ready for freedom.

I disagree that our emotions are a product of ego. We were created with emotion, and to have emotions. It's just we're operating on awareness of only two strands of DNA, rather than the 12 we were created with, eh?

Us only having the awareness that comes with two strands of DNA has made for one unholy messy mess....quite literally, we are ALL emotional basket cases compared to how we were created. This is a grave situation we are in, and have been in for so very many millennia.

That in bold?....just beautiful, and thank you for that!....

I look at the ego this way, either it's noble, or it's ignoble....either it's healthy, or it isn't. A person's ego is a direct reflection of how we live our lives, not the other way around, and the ego is in command.

How does one make their ego noble? They are everyday living life above reproach....they live within their personal high end integrity, and they do not falter.

hey CG...... no significant disagreement here with anything you said.

the way I understand it and "try" to explain it, is to learn to discern between what is coming through and from the mind/ego, and what is discerned coming through the heart.

Most people fly by the seat of their pants via mind/ego, with no reflection on their heart/soul/consciousness.

When we take in through our heart and THEN filter through the brain, our emotions can be a mighty factor in motivating us to manifesting our hearts "desires."

People disagree with me all the time though. lolsss

I hear ya, it happens to me too....

Thank for explaining this. It's good to have different viewpoints at a table of understanding, yes?

My heart to yours, lovey....

Oooooh, I am so EXCITED! My EE System medallion is arriving any minute now!.....

Imma gonna put it right on, right away! I can hardly wait!.....

So, this thing is something else. I put it around my neck, the medallion came to rest right at my heart center, and it instantly warmed up....INSTANTLY!

My kitteh was so curious about it. I don't know if you've read me talk about this cat, but she is a full blown crap monster *Bitey-bitey, scratchy-scratchy, 100% doesn't like anyone* and would kill anyone who comes into her space - which is my whole Lily Pad - if she could. I'm lucky she's nice to me at times, the little stinker.

But she was all over me, CLIMBING on me - she's never even sat in my lap - trying to get her nose in the medallion. She had that cute kitten look on her face when she was trying to get at it. Really amazing. I should probably get her one for around her neck....they're awfully expensive, though. $100.

Heh, I'm currently feeling the warmth travel down my stomach. I'm going to love-love getting to know this amethyst EE System infused piece....


My blue apatite piece arrived today, too. I put it in my hand and instantly felt the sparkling in my hand, and then I felt a BIG energy whomp happen in my hand.....heh, I think I'll clean that one before sharing any energy whomps, just to make sure....my guidance is telling me I'm being silly, and the energy is just what I've needed, but it's fine to clean it, and that I should sleep with it.

Do any of you ever sleep with your rocks or crystals? I do....

I am now feeling a sweet feeling of calm come over me. How lovely....

Now five minutes later, my whole body is pulsing. This is really nice!


It has been a very good day, and for more reasons than just this post!....

Oh, I just put my hand on my tummy, and I felt a POP....heh, something icky this way has left....

My poor solar plexus have had a heck of a time the last few years. A lot of us have had issues with our solar plexus...

Interesting that's the first place the energy went. I mean, I should've said a prayer, and set intentions before even putting it on, but meh. I'm okay with letting things work the way they want to. I'll get to my intentions tomorrow.


It's soooo warm, this medallion....

yep, i sleep with my crystals all around me, in fact, they are all around me all day.

I'm in the process of completing a copper headpiece in the shape of a pyramid, with black obsidian and other crystal stones .... i plan to wear during the day...... and also at night while i listen to binaurel beats.

Should be interesting!

I love-love black obsidian. I seriously thought about getting the black obsidian medallion, but my guidance directed me to the amethyst.

I used to have a nice sized black obsidian w/ green rainbow egg, but I had to sell it because I was moving, and needed the cash. It's the only piece I've let go of that I have regretted letting go of.

Ahhh well, I gots to go when my Wanderer self tells me when to go, and I've gotten there however I can.

I'm happy where I'm going to be for the rest of my days though, right here in New Mexico! Heh, I've been promised my days of getting moved here and there are over....lol, I'm a retired Wanderer, buuuut not really....

My Lily Pad is a studio apartment, so I'm always nearby mine, too....

Death. The great equalizer

It is now....


Before, living and dying was basically a fool's game, what with our memories being wiped at every move.

I read or heard in a yt interview that there's a Lyran civilization that has a reincarnation system like ours, save for their memories aren't wiped. They truly get to learn from their mistakes from lifetime to lifetime, and they don't keep making them over again and again.

I mean, can you imagine being a person who can build on an idea from an other lifetime, eventually having that idea come to fruition, in two or three lifetimes?

Imagine the wondrous society they've become, because they've resolved all their personal issues with others, because they remember how they flubbed up a relationship before, and didn't make the same mistakes? Their elders are revered for their wisdom?....just imagine!

And that's the thing, their society is light years more advanced than ours....heh, because they live in an "even playing ground" way of life and living, and dying as well.

The wiping of our memories from lifetime to lifetime was a most egregious manipulation that could be done to Humanity, and we were already on our side from falling, for crying out loud.

Ugh, I was about to bust a move on some ugly, and that's not positive, so I stopped typing.

....thank God and Christ and everything right in creation it's over now, and we're being liberated. Offer gratitude, eh?

Can you imagine what kind of force it took to turn that ancient yet well working mechanism off, to disable it?

The soul trap being disabled, and the pathway to the border realm line being open is a big freaking deal, eh? It's our "salvation"....yeah buddy, and THANK YOU A GAZILLION TIMES OVER!

It's right up there with moving an entire mountain range with the sound of a divine yet wee little trumpet, eh?

Heh, please do try to send up some gratitude, okay?....

CG ~ have you watched this video? It's 4 years old. I just came across this. You may know all this already, but was astounded at what they said about crystals towards the end

Oh cool, I had been looking for something interesting to watch, and no I haven't seen this yet.

Yah!....


Thank you, lovey!....


I gotta ask, did you used to have another user name? You feel so familiar, it's like I'm getting an energy signature hit, but I'm getting hit in the dark, harhar.

If not, then there's another reason you feel so familiar, we'd just be soul kin....

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You know me well!!! for several years :)

I've gone incognito for a few different reasons. ~ S

No fighting on this thread, please....

Don't make me go all ninja on youse guyses....

I will remove you from posting, you wanna be prophet. Take your BS elsewhere.....

Hey there, brother-man! I hope you're doing well....

Not even that. You remember nothing before your were born and will remember nothing as you will desentigrate into nothing. Not even your soul will be left intact. You will exist more in the digital world in the records you left behind for a time, tht is all. It not all bad as you will have peace.

I am sorry to tell you kiddo's but your time is limited here. You are life lottoery winners, which is a huge honor. Most livng things do not even make it to this point.

If you get to chose anything, than you are like royalty. If you are lucky you will get to chose most of your future opportunities while here. If you are an concientious person, you live for those to come and for those that passed away. Having graditute in life is key to any situaion you find yourself in.

If you have a soft bed to lay in most nights, time to rest and refresh, a place to keep most of your personal belongings, shelter, food, a good friend, then you have everyting you need. Now is the time then, to chose what you want. Just don't become too greedy, becuase then you become a slave to the things you desire. Instead appraciate the little things and life, and bigger things will come. Also, don't sweat the small stuff. Most of which, is small stuff.

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Heh, it is a good one, and it came in handy.....




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