I am with you op 56 never married or had children of my own thankfully.

I get bored with a woman after a few years and changed them like cars I am embarrassed to admit , I remember looking at my old dog year's ago and counting how many women he had seen come and go in my life .

Only once in my life did I think I made a mist not having children but that passed quickly .

This world is fucked up I am glad I live alone with my dog