I am more worried then I'm letting on. It is hard to maintain any equilibrium in these insane times. There really isn't much we can do with these "worries" and concerns. I endured an abusive childhood - so I've developed a coping mechanism (which is an unhealthy detachment). It's like watching someone die over and over - us humans get jaded. I'm sure its happened in human history before (like fall of Roman Empire, mass genocide, war, and worst).