Mad World

what you two are going through sounds like conflict me and two other users had on here

it was conflict of some sort of mistrust , we were too suspicious

we all deleted our accounts here

The distrust is not mine. I trust Caylus is, who she says she is.

I appreciate you adding though. I have seen many members delete their accounts over the years. It often feels like a loss. Far more than the other way around.

the feeling of being watched was overwhelming . i often feel like more is going on than the knowledge bombs that have been dropped over the weeks as in there is more to it

the synchronicities we were experiencing were too strange and only added to our paranoia before we started becoming more knowledgable about the way they work

the thing was , we got together , discovered our answers , and we scared eachother off and I think that is partly because we don't fully understand how manipulative we can be to eachother - big thing - whether we are aware or not . it all moves at such a rate that we have to learn it , and we get scared by the things we dont understand

the deception hasnt done its best yet

and that scares me , because what if love isnt enough

The deception? Is that more of an action or a being to you?

I find the greatest deceiver, is often one's self. We lie to ourselves to protect our beliefs from what is commonly known as, cognitive dissonance.

It is very difficult ground to find oneself.

Hello Seer,
I just caught up with your thread, there was some good shit said.
I thought so anyway.

I know you do.
It is easy for me sitting back outside of the loop to see that though.

Do you want me to tell you where the root issue is with you two?
I wont if you don't want my opinion though.

Copyright infringement lol

Sitting outside of the loop with your feet splashing in the water

And so we begin...
Frame by frame, we pick each vision
Who is your controller?
Who is your composer?

You’re in denial and it's hard to paint the picture
You've reached the end and it's time to consider moving on
Don't let this pass you by
Keep moving on

These complicated fragments are going over my head
When confrontation comes you scatter with regret

We all need to listen
We all need to see what's on display
Rebuild what we've envisioned
Fighting a battle no one will win

Infatuated passion. we know we're all the same
Our dedication has us full of intensity

And so we conclude
Frame by frame, we pick each vision
You are the controller
You are the composer

omg that little kiwi has been stored in my memory for 5 years until now

I will take that as a yes.

You are both trying to fix problems you perceive in each other.
Seer, your angle is from order, what you have found to work for you in your years of experience.
Caylus angle is from chaos, trying to open you up to where she sees herself at this point.

You would be more like a police officer, where Caylus is more like the anarchist.

The big difference is egos, learning to control them, learning to shrink them when it is appropriate.

Trust is really just an illusion, no one can be trusted 100%. Therefore, there really is no trust, but the idea can form bonds strong enough so that trust doesn't come into play.

People are going to hurt each other, no one is going to be exempt from this.

If I can speak honestly here, it feels like you are a little jealous and Caylus is sly.

These labels are just what I am using to articulate what I have observed in my life and seen the similar pattern here on the Endsworld thread.

What do you get when you cross a KBird with a Chao?

He went these way.

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