IT IS HAPPENING NOW THE ANGELS HAVE COME FORTH SEALING THE SERVANTS

I'm really disturbed because Diane remains attached to me in the Spirit realm, obsessed with me and following me everywhere and hounding me for money and things, Great Leech go away

go away from me Diane, I want nothing to do with you

I guess today is a drinking day

No one would understand even if I tried to explain

but I would love to touch you, but NO I cannot give up the Midst of the Earth for you


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well came across this song and just went wow

your two blocks over with a British Accent oh please come over lol

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we walk through the door

and their eyes all so accusing

Hypocrites

we are all here for the very same reason

these words are my diary screaming out loud and I know you will do with them what you want to

but I am sad, why don't you call or come over and see me? have a beer and shoot the shit for awhile? I won't bite. Well, maybe not at first.

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Re: The Urantia book was authored by demonic influences, not Yahweh

Well, it is just my personal experience and it is as the Angels said you do need to understand Ancient Egypt to understand anything

But the Bible is the best resource

However, you must understand the Origin of the matter of the great whore Nepthys and the Curse on Earth and Isis

You must understand what is destroying marriages and the family structure and Earth itself is the adultress

and the Book of the Dead and wisdom of Ancient Egypt helps you to understand the New Testament and the Gospel of Phillip

I don't know

Big Spirit's post reminds me of a man who is threatened by me, and wants to seek to put me down and treat me like shit

He seems offended that I have a mind and oppinions on things and that while in the darkness and possessed with several demons I had several lovers

Well, I have no regrets. I enjoyed that too along with the pain that went with that part as well. I enjoyed the talks, beers, and long fucks.


I am not complaining about anything. God has a plan. We don't know what it is, but HE has one.

I mean I was much better off before they came, I owned multiple properties, had a career, was over 100 pounds thinner and much prettier and sexier, Krystal was doing great, we were planning a 1 Month Trip thoroughout Europe and ALL our bills were paid off, the house was kept immaculant, I mean I was in much better condition and shape before they came terrorizing me about a Husband and the fact that I may be in love

IT IS ACTUALLY NO SECRET MEN TO GETTING ALL THE WOMEN TO WANT YOU AND LITERALLY THROW THEMSELVES AT YOU AND FIGHT OVER YOU

All you have to do is pretend to have affection and the hots for me, and in return I have to go along Liking you

Then, ALL the women will come after you

YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE GOOD LOOKING, OR HAVE A POT TO PISS IN, I HAVE PICKED THEM UP FROM THE GUTTER AT TIMES IN HOPE

But, to no avail

As soon as they showed interest in me, all the women wanted them

And me? Well, you don't have to worry about hurting my feelings, it is just to better your lot.

IT WORKS EVERYTIME. JUST SHOW INTEREST IN ME AND EVERY WOMAN WILL WANT YOU AND BE JUMPING DOWN YOUR PANTS.

My Mom'a elderly friend was perfectly healthy and active, took her 2nd Dose of Moderna Vaccine and is now Deathly Ill

Waiting to hear further

Good for them.

I received news last night that my Mother's perfectly healthy and active friend took her 2nd dose of Moderna Vaccine and is now Deathly Ill.

We are waiting to hear further.

It reminds me that 10 years ago on blogspot while I was in Spiritual Battle that my daughter posted an article on Nanochips and them being implemented in vaccines.

I felt that I too had been forced a microchip in 2008, when the Government Men forcefully entered my home and did all they did and I was joined to the One Mind.

It's been real, it's been hell.

You can find her posts on blogspot under Common Sense's Abode. They won't let me post the link.

How are you all doing?

I was really concerned about the post from Big Spirit and he said that words can cause hate.

You know, I have went through what I have went through. However, your experiences and life may be different and you are welcome to share.

This was just good mental health for me to write on this forum.

I have come a long way.

It was a place to vent and to get things out that I could not say anywhere else. It was a place to document horrible things that happened that no one wanted to believe did.

It has been good support and good for me.

But, I don't want to inspire hate. I want to inspire LOVE for Earth and for you to fully know and comprehend that Heaven is on Earth and God is on Earth.

and most of all the prayers. The prayers. Always the prayers.

Things are getting better for us

My daughter, who I love so much, my Angel, has been through so much with me remains so supportive as I start my new job

I am so eternally grateful to her for all she has done, I owe her my life and more, I can never repay her enough

This child has went through so much and never complained once or ever disrespected me once.

I may not be a blessed Mother to anyone else but I am a Blessed Mother on Earth for having her.

I couldn't have asked for a more perfect child, so loving and intelligent and kind.


My psychic attacks have lessened. I am at more peace in my mind and private home.

Rachel seems to have finally gone away and stopped harassing and trying to murder me over Steve.

I regret the murder of my Son Emmanuel. However, Rachel will have to answer to God for that and her accomplices.

I regret that my daughter has suffered so much simply because she was my child.

But, I will NEVER regret serving the TRUE GOD IN THE MIDST OF THE EARTH, HEAVEN IS THERE, I HAVE BEEN THERE, AND GOD IS THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I do think that this New Urgent Push for this Untested Vaccine that has already proven to make people sterile is a push for NWO and to depopulate

well I am so so glad it is Friday

I just had my first 40 hour work week since the year 2000

yeah 2000 I met Alicia and she had me stop working

then it was some years before I went into real estate but even then I was not doing a set schedule

wow

and since then I have just worked part time

I am like stressed out drowning the beers

My Mom's friend did recover finally from her 2nd dose of Moderna

I CAN HEAR YOU COMING

CAN YOU FEEL THE RESISTENCE

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everyone has there false predictions of when the end is
and no one knows, even Jesus didn't know

only God the Father knows

but alot can be accomplished through prayers

certainly the Dead do deserve Rest and to have all their Needs provided for and we should remember to Bless the Dead for all their Needs to be met and for them to have rest

we should pray for the Golden Age when we have all our basic needs provided for and when it was a well structured Government that provided for this and for free education and work opportunity and growth

my Mom 87yrs old took the johnson and johnson vaccine because she could not afford medical costs if she got sick and she has had no adverse reactions at all. She sounds great.

She said her arm was sore from the shot but that is normal for any shot she gets.

well I am working full time now

glad it is Friday

having a beer

the thought came to my mind today that I can do this job and do it well

that was a positive feeling

it is a learning process and so much to learn

I miss Steve

No more calling and leaving messages, or texting or emails, that is all gone, he said no more

so I miss that, even though he never replied, I miss thinking that he would reply or just sending them, feeling like he was reading them and he was closer to me

Just thinking about working right now and trying to do this and all the repairs to the house

but started to think of going to Weight Watchers to work on my weight

I've been trying different things but they haven't worked, so maybe I should try Weight Watchers

I don't know

I feel like I will never be able to think of another man the way I do about Steve and the closeness and love that I felt. I just can NOT see myself with another man.

It just feels still like he was the last one.

I would like to hear from those who have followed my online diary and these events

what do you think

do you have anything to share about yourself or your experiences?

I continually start to Bless the Dead praying that they have Rest and that all their needs and basic needs are met

you cannot have peace on this realm is those that are murdered and done injustice are in turmoil

you must pray for them

when you die

you do not go to heaven necessarily only a very small few

you go to another Earth

you find yourself with nothing

and you have to work off all the lessons you didn't learn
and are penniless

pray and bless them

your blessing can gift them with things they need like shelter and food

and clothing even

pray they have rest and all their Basic Needs and all their needs met in all the names of God and the Holy Spirit and Mother and the Holy Spirit and Jesus

well I am back on the job

but a lot has been taken out of me after 13 years of mental sabotage

I am a lot stupidier, and I don't process things as fast, I am a lot slower, and I don't comprehend things as fast anymore, I am a lot more ignorant now after 13 years in battle with them constantly feeding off my mind

well I am just really grateful to God that today is Friday and I made it through the week

I am very tired and having a beer

working fulltime has taken out the need for wanting a relationship because I am tired and I can't possibly have the energy for one

just focused still with what energy I have which is little on home repairs

I am so grateful to God today is Saturday. It was so wonderful waking up to no alarms telling me to wake up and sleeping in. It is wonderful to wear pajamas all day.

Saturday yeah, thank you God.

well it turns out that Satan, as I guess he is called, mayve he is Lucifer would explain alot and him being able to do so many things

is GAY

well that explains alot

guess we really are never going to be together. The irony of it all.

How can a shitpost like this have 325 pages of comments???

I don't know

I have asked them to delete the thread a few times

anyhow it really sucks that he is gay

I really loved that man

I couldn't wait to get off work and have a beer over the matter

well, I guess that explains why he kept dumping all those beautiful women. He doesn't really like women. He likes the company of men.

can't blame him there. I like the company of males.

I mean a select few.

I mean they do entertain me for awhile.


Hmmm........well, that is something. I have no idea then what the hell he is doing with me and it all.

it seems like an epidemic how many people are becoming Gay or whatever term they want to use for it these days

so many are giving up hope of having a normal loving fulfilling relationship with the opposite sex

I know after years of really bad things I found myself, literally by shock, in a bisexual union, meaning I could NOT commit, I kept my male lovers, I had to still have male fulfillment

I found the lesbian relationship deranged and emotionally unbalanced and all of it, all of it, unfulfilling

I can be her friend, but I can NOT be her lover, it just did NOT work

She accused me of having sex with many women, she said I was the best in bed. I have no fucking idea what I was doing just doing what I thought.

But NO, that was the only 1, Alicia, was the only one, and after that I was more than done with that porno fantasy.

But, we would always ponder why people got with the opposite sex when the opposite sex made themselves look butch or like females.

Like men. A man fucks a man up the ass, and it does something to his vocal cords and he starts talking in this high pitched voice and it also does something to his nervous system. They start using they arms and hands and twirling them around about everything, and twisting and turning while they are walking, and they act like they are so neurotic it is beyond they REAL Psychological problems. Everything makes them yell and scream.

Men like this? Men like all the shit on their dicks and the 90% chance of AIDS that comes with ANAL SEX?

I mean you learn that in Medical Disease Class. That goes for heterosexual couples as well who watch porn and think the vagina is no longer good enough.

Go to Red Cross and say you have had Butt Sex and you are NOT even allowed to donate blood. Don't matter if you are Gay or Heterosexual.

Steven being Gay or bisexual is like a NO GO for me

I can NOT have a man and risk getting AIDS

I am completely disease free

it was bad enough him with other women and I thought he would settle down

but now, I would have to wonder if he is looking at other men wanting to suck their cocks???

NO, this is like a DO NOT PASS GO, DO NOT COLLECT YOUR $200