Guys I don't know how to explain this

What would you like to talk about? Lazy Sunday here. I'm listening.

any thoughts?

Absolutely nothing. I was literally about to go to bed for a nap. It's my first day off in a while.

Meant in no offense. Typed without thinking. :/ Lol

Frankly I feel like I could run a marathon right now and it's annoying.

It's -1 here or I'd just go for a nature walk.

No offense taken, but thanks for clarifying just in case.

Do you usually not talk, and something is building up inside of you? The body stores unresolved angst/energy/pain as toxins, so maybe your body is telling you something.

What is going on with you lately? Or perhaps more importantly: what is NOT going on?

No I talk way too much lol. In life I'm often the mediator (as lower management aka supes) between the customer and management and I often bring that to GLP trying to be the karmaic middle. But today I just want to go to bed and then this crazy mess happens.

Sounds like you're a weirdo with an over active imagination. :)

I legit just want to go to bed. You know the dots in the TV I can see them. At the bottom of the TV if I focus really good I can see a black bar that is going left to right.

This is legit real shit.

It's like 4 or 5 pixels wide.

Tumors on your adrenal glands...

I can hear my neighbor across the way going "hmm" and crunching on his fking cereal.

Perhaps it's sensory overload. You've had too much mental activity lately. You really do need to sleep. Let your brain sort through chemicals and all that good stuff.

Have you had too much caffeine? That makes me a little crazy: nerves frayed, hyper aware, thinking I'm too tired to sleep when actually that is exactly what I need.

Not now but yesterday I did. Did a couple java monsters (my crutch lmao) to start the day. :D

Mean Bean if we're doing full disclosure. That's some damn good stuff. Way too pricey though so I only get a couple a month as "reserves."

I wouldn't go this far, but you are right about adrenals. Stress, lack of sleep, and caffeine drain the adrenals -- and it's hard to build back up (especially if you're faced with more of the same every day or every few days).

OP, you could consider an adrenal support supplement. I get one from vitacost because they filter out some of the junk stuff, they are vastly cheaper than Whole Foods, they deliver quickly, and my money is not going to amazon.

Just a suggestion, not medical advice. There are medical tests to check your levels of various body chemicals and hormones, if you're concerned.

Another little trick I like to do to help detox after too much caffeine: A hot bath (as hot as you can stand without hurting yourself) with a cup or two of epsom salts, and you must stay in for 20 minutes, no cheating. Having cool drinking water available at all times. It feels great at first, but you'll start to sweat around 8 minutes, and at 12 minutes you will be checking the clock and cursing me for suggesting it. You will probably continue to sweat when you get out, and maybe be a little woozy, so lie down and rest immediately after, for at least 20 minutes. Hopefully you will fall asleep.

Get some sleep!

I drink Mean Bean too. I am curious how much you pay? It ranges from $3.19 (gas station) to $2.15 (Dollar General) here in western lower Michigan.

I should only drink one in the morning because I have found that if I drink another one later after dinner it keeps me awake.

I question if I should be drinking them at all, but I do like the taste.

Your higher self is telling you not to nap, but to tell GLP that which you need to disclose. Lol.

Are you manic!?

At work in the little coolers they are $3.59. If they were $2-something I'd buy them more often lol.

your day off and you're on glp?

wow. i only use glp to pass the time at work.

I do sometimes. I prefer to do it at night when I can't get to sleep lol.

You gained an IQ!

Almost 3 digits!

that ho lee fuck grabbing you by the pussy

I don't know lol...but it was a real physical contact I felt through my PJs. :O

Alright a cyst...that's possibly cancerous...