I was contacted by a secret society that wants me to join them, should I do it?

I wont go into many details, but I have been garnering attention from a lot of different people, entities (dark and light) and energies, and out of the blue I was approached by a grandmaster telling me to join their brotherhood. They promised me riches and fame, which I care not about the fame, but the riches so I can take care of my family. I looked at it as all my years of gathering esoteric/occultist/ conspiracy knowledge can pay off, and could this also be part of a divine plan? Maybe I can join them and dismantle the New World Order from within ( like a double agent?)

Use the tactics they use on us on them?

With the gangstalking they make it impossible for me to get ahead in life and become independent. My parents are getting older and are about to die, and without them, I would be left alone on this world, as my family has disowned us ( both my mom and dad are TI's as well as my dog)

And I was thinking I could finally become successful and take care of them in their final years.

My whole family hates me besides my parents, due to the targeting. The resent me, and I can see past their false love for me. Plus they are all Jehova's witnesses ( the worst cult of them all) so I pretty much hate them all as well for being so brainwashed, but it hurts my parents too.

My mother constantly berates me saying its my fault that our family hates us three because of me. And my father has seemed to kind of given up.

I am extremely worried about my future and want my parents to rest in peace, knowing that I will be taken care of, meaning me taking care of myself. But with the gangstalking program, its impossible, especially with the more awake you are and the more light you have in you, the harder it is. I can't connect with a single soul on this earth so I connect with the unseen. With both the dark and the light.

I am not religious, I believe that Christ is another facet of control, no different than all other religions. That the bible is written by the same ones that control this reality, lulling people into a false sense of hope and security.

like the whole'Jesus is satan thing"? Black cube of saturn worship? You get my drift?

Well they want me to praise Lucifer as my true savior and with that I can continue with my initiation, but they said I have to do anything to protect the secrecy of the brotherhood, besides killing.

Maybe another, better offer of a light nature is also in the wraps? like in the form of an idea?

Or maybe this is it? Could be the universe telling me to finally make a choice, like ENOUGH OF THIS "gray area" bullshit!

Idk man. This seems serious. I am meditating on this matter a lot more that I have meditated on this before.

Anyone here can shed some wisdom?