i fucking hate god and jesus and the devil, I hate everyone alike

Sounds like a cry for love and help

Run from the darkness.

Run to the light.

Be careful because Satan reflects light and is like a roaring lion ready to take you.

The Lord loves you.

Seek him.

Sorry you are hurting OP. Hope you feel better soon.

i hate this world. WHy the fuck was I born? Why the fuck do I have to listen to Jesus and why should I give a fuck and who is satan really besides something ppl in pain blame stuff on. If I had the courage to kill myself Id be dead already!!!!!!!!!

You don't see the big picture yet:

I am praying for you. I suffer from chronic depression and have thought EXACTLY what you are going through.

I suggest listening to some good music that is upbeat and happy.

I know you don't want to, but pray! Get everything off your chest and let God know how you feel.

This feeling is temporary.

I hope your joy is restored and you can find peace.

Don't let the darkness overcome you. Its powerful, cunning, and baffling. You gotta dig deep and find that inner light.

I have faith in you OP.