Two Factions. Two Plans for The Future. Two Timelines.

I posted this in another thread. The thread ended up getting swamped with food-fighting shills.

All are welcome to give their ideas on the following subject.

Two Timelines. Options for The Future

I've been taught by two main groups over the last 11 years.

1) A group, mainly in Indonesia, who taught me a lot of meditation. They trained me how to open my energy centers, and access other worlds.
2) Another group who encouraged me to build open source software. The idea is to build a an open source micro-finance system. I could probably succeed in doing that over the next 1-2 years.

The above explanation is an over-simplification, but it'll do for now. The main choices seem to be between meditation and programming. I'm trying to balance both at the moment.

i) From the meditation group, I know a local adept who says it's possible to 'dissolve' this world, and liberate everyone in it. He mentioned the movie Lucy as an example of the powers he was talking about. He said it's a waste of time to build software, and you can make direct changes if you learn how to access the worlds within. I assume these worlds include the pineal gland, thymus, and other deep energy centers.

ii) From the open source software group, I know a local Dutchman who has given me a lot of ideas and encouragement regarding the open source software I'm building. My web-app is in the early stages right now, but it could get there if I put enough work in. The Dutchman has dropped enough hints that he knows The Future and the Backstage Reality, but he dodges any direct questions about this subject. I hope to talk to him about this subject again sometime in the next month. What drives me insane, is people playing dumb about a subject, when I suspect they know more than they are letting on.

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The Rest of 2021: Do I focus on meditation or open source software?

So I’m trying to work out where to put my energies to ensure the best outcome for all. I certainly don’t want to fall prey to bitterness or apathy. Therein lies the path to destruction.

The questions I’m asking myself:

Assuming 3-4 hours per day study time until the end of the year, is it best to put my energies into

1) Software
2) Meditation, specifically surfing the timelines with the pineal/thymus/solar plexus.

I follow the maxim “when in doubt, diversify.”

3-4 hours per day til the end of the year gives me about 1000 hours, give or take.

So how do I divide my time? What would be the outcomes if I put:

1. 200 hours into meditation, and 800 hours into software.
2. 500 hours into meditation, and 500 into software.
3. 800 hours into meditation, and 200 into software.

Towards the start of the year I was going with option 1. Then I drifted to option 2. Recently I’ve been wondering if option 3 is the best. Go all in on meditation, with a little programming on the side.

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Is it best to make changes in the Onstage or Inner Plane Reality?

tl;dr: Do you run around in the onstage reality making changes? Or do you access the worlds in the pineal/thymus/solar plexus, and make bigger changes, 'directly on the server', so to speak? It seems to me the second option is better. But it remains to be seen how far I can take it. It's a gamble, but it seems to be paying off slowly and subtly.

My excitement/intuition is telling me to put software on a slow burn, and just do 30 minutes to an hour per day for a few months. But I’ll be cautious about this, in case I'm wrong. I'll keep talking to the Gods and following my inner guidance. Maybe I could just put the code on github and ask some other people to build some features. i know some people who would help. Then I could manage, and get back to meditation/push ups/guitar/going out.

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Regarding the software, I just don’t like the idea that I'm running around as macabre entertainment for a load of sociopaths, who are monetizing this whole reality. I honestly feel like I'm having my trust abused. There's a lot of sneakiness at this level of the game. A lot.

I have lots of other thoughts, but I’ll leave it there. I guess I’ll have to enjoy the mystery, and let the story unfold slowly. Life is 10x better than it was last year, so lets thank the Gods and keep on trucking.