i had a meditation today but it was so weird and unbecoming i didn't want to post it

the backdrop was space again.

in front of me was a sort of blackboard but with a very wooden background. gold lettering with a sort of black metal used to emboss with.

very top was this line: " ===== COVID ====== " with a double line going out from each side. underneat that was about 15 or 20 check boxes. when i go "in" to try to read each line i only get the first couple before it blurries out and i get sent back to my body.

"Lancaster Virus"
"Schwinn Variation"

both had a checkbox to the left of them