I'm having a hard time staying motivated....impending doom and all

You are not alone, my friend.

I remember a Thulsa Doom in this Hyperborean Realm.

Sadly, I'm right there with you, OP. I wish I had words of encouragement, but I don't. Everything feels pretty hopeless, and after two years of this bullshit, it just keeps getting worse. I just don't see a light at the end of this tunnel.

Get a backpack & basic camping gear & go travel to somewhere cheap to live, like tropics

This and don't read the news.

I could have written that word for word.

Meditate on the good. There is no other answer.

Program your minds with something other than gloom and doom and start over.

Suppose it really is the end of the world

why not enjoy every day like it's the last?

Isn’t everyone facing impending doom from the day they’re born?

Don’t worry about it my friend.

Go hard.

GLP have been praying for DOOM for so long.

It is perfectly healthy to be unmotivated to participate in a corrupted, sick and dying system. Do not fall prey to demoralization though. The system would love to take you out with injections, drugs, alcohol. Hopelessness. Misery loves company, and the goal of the Covid psyop is to take you down with it.

Detach from the system and proudly declare yourself an outsider and non-participant.

I'm unvaccinated (now and forever) and I laugh at their silly threats to keep me from sportsball and pop concerts. I rejected this system LONG before they rejected me.

I try. I have a small business that is my dream. I love it. I'm usually very creatively inclined. I'm very lucky in life for the most part.

So I try to look at exactly what is bringing my down (besides the obvious going on in the world) and found that:

I'm sad and anxious that my husband will most likely be forced to quit or vaccinate for his job soon and he hasn't decided what he'll do.

I'm also being basically shunned by a group of friends of 40 years. We're supposed to go to one's lakehouse this weekend and when I popped in and said "I'll be going too", the group chat got quiet. It's not the first time it's happened. I'd love to go but I know they don't want me to go cuz I'm the only one not vaxxed out of about 8 of us. We're all in our 50s and always there for each other.

Also, my business suffers because it's seasonal and it's a place you "go to". I had a large garden club cancel yesterday, for a July visit, because they are afraid of the whole Covid thing. Other business/Covid related things happening that I have no control over because it involves other people that are afraid.

So, thinking maybe my depression could be from menopause (I'm 52) or that I'm only feeling sorry for myself, I can see the exact things that are causing it. It's all Covid-related and there's not much I can do about it. When you don't have control over certain (important) things in your life it brings on a feeling of helplessness then hopelessness. I'll continue to look for ways but it's getting harder and harder to have hope.

Lets all start a commune in some cheap/safe third world country

I feel the same OP

Every time my hubby says something about our future, example build a little shelter in the bush or when this passes over I will make us lots of money.

I tell him : we are already dead.
There is no future, no retirement, no nothing.


Don't even bother with a little shelter/cabin.
You don't have enough time.

I am struggling just to plan a garden, because we may never harvest it this fall.
I should of already started my onions and leeks.

I just don't give a F* anymore.

I am just going to stand here and go out on this hill.

Its over, there is no - this will pass.
It is done.

More than likely this shit will keep going on because this stupid boards predictions never come true

And Jesus said none knows the day or the hour. So these doom prophets are just talking out of their ass

Last Edited by TrooF Spitta on 01/12/2022 05:11 AM

It gets easier O/P (plus others in similar state).

Forget about the silly ingraining of hope. Just get on with the whatever the job in hand requires, take each day that comes and be thankful of survival of another day.

Your time will eventually come, but it is pointless wasting energy trying to predict it. Live for the day, prepare for what tomorrow my bring, the rest is dangerous fantasy.

Watch the 1949 film "12 O' Clock High" free on Youtube etc. It explains a lot.

I have read your post very thoroughly. So when were you planning to kill your husband?

Yes, I understand

I want to disappear

Find a remote place by a river and talk to God

You sound like you could have undermethylation. Try taking some extra b6 and zinc. You could try Sam-e, St. John’s wort or some gotu kola for anxiety. Don’t drink; that will just make everything worse.

Your symptoms are described in this book. It might help you:
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Once you feel better your friends and family might not bug you so much.

I stay motivated to take care of others.

Get past yourselves

They are using Mass Psychosis

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Either get ready to sit down and die, or get ready to stand and fight.