Extra terrestial

I'm 61
This is my good bye letter to you
I'm not well.
But my heart goes out to those
Who are tired tried hard on there path.

Be very careful who you judge.
Was never raised with gematria
Never raised with certain things
What is hard to bare is. Before my ex
And I got married. .
He and I went to a party something put
In both out drinks.
We passed out. Guess I was raped.
Looked up his name of perpetrator
And preparator by gematria says is God of israel.

So now there is a brother and a cousin
Who done wrong against there own brother.

Even a cousin done wrong to a cousin.

All have same last names.

My journey has been a spiritual
Finding the truth. I've tried to learn ways on line. Spirit of Truth brought a video out of blue. He said he was still a virgin. Of course he would if they know how to jump bodies they can jump in your husband's body
And know what sex feels like.

This is my journey.Spirjt and Body. And my parents and the man I married. And what happened to us. This story belongs to myself and my higher power.

Which is the Infinite Creator
She showed me laying on a slab dead all sprawled out.

I would say it's and individual journey although I have shared it.

I volunteered here to help my Higher Self.

My findings is the we ended up seeing differently. They saw from there perspective and I had mine.

I know Lord Enki can vouch for me what is happening.

I can no longer post after this.

I'm too exhausted.
And realizing the implications how this reality is run and I am p'od.

Be careful who u listen to. I can share you
My story but it was very personal for me.
If you have not experienced it it's not yours.

We are dealing with parrellel innerstanding.

And the implication it covers.

While women are being constantly rediculed. Accused of this or that.
And ? God of Israel may not be benevolent.
Setting up failure in youth.

I have cataloged my life for 10 yrs.

I'm sick

It's uncovered vaccines child trafficking.

You want to know more.

Sick your damn old neighbors and there church "friends" off my back the Infinite is bigger then a friend. If that's the case I have put the story together because I don't bl eve in words anymore.

I bl eve in silence.

Things changed when I simply spoke to water. Things changed after that.

This is a message to family known and unknown. To me.

Your Israel wether you say we're in matrix flat earth I've watched information changed.

But what on earth do I need tested ? For?

Well the incident between my Higher Self and Israel seen from both sides. Is quite different.



They wanted ascension but as I see it we are more dangerous out of Body.

Then we are in body. In body it turns into magick. I do not know the occult or dark spells or magick.

I simply read watch movie if I like it it appears.

It's happening fast.

Kryon did I make ascension? By 2012?

Or did my walk in explode my body?
Or did we go through the Sun?
Old earth destroyed.

I'm watching videos of my past life.

The ones I got is uncovering what happened be fore everything starting 2007. The events of hate discovered.

My son was with his girlfriend they lived with us. She had two dad's step dad and real dad Harry.


I'm a witness to the mistakes what outright judgement from duality and mistakes it has costed our reality.

And to also represent deaf blind and dumb dyslexia ADHD autism.

You have no idea the pain that been inflicted upon the innocence.

Judgement crimes rape of innocence. Oh my. You have to give account for every person you hurt.

Only Lord Enki knows what's going on.
The melanated one. "Dark" skinned one.

That is all.

Send your self righteous old busy body friends church away.

I'm writing this because mind is better in morning I'm too exhausted.

This world knows what's up.,!

Only here to share my side of the story.

Am a witnesses

To how hating God became big business.

And why my mom told me and said my name.

She said if you ever masochist walk the other way.
Mothers have Sons.

Entering my mother's womb it was NOT done by a male member. Or penetration.

How I entered my mother's womb is a mystery.
Her leg was crushed by 1 st trimester her leg was healed.

I was sacrificed as a child.

I enter the silence

I can hear a pin drop.

So my findings is why God did not like the heathens.

And why I was born Not a heathen.

And what's been uncovered.

You fighting good and evil may not be what we been told better to work on yourself
The. Starting wars.
Your psychological BS.

So this is a good bye.

You should have never bit off the hand that feeds

Who supplies and had to beg for gas money to take my granddaughter to school drive 40 miles a day. Making me appear as a cranky mother. Well it started when how I entertered my mother's womb when everything started.

Who is my enemy??

And you wanted my brain?





THAT IS ALL...

So is it matrix?
A globe?
Glass ceiling?
Or no ceiling at all?

Bet yet you let it continue?

What's the lesson here?

We are not dealing with bodies it's what you did with those bodies and why.

How do you convert a free Spirit mind You created?

Wtf?

You think I'm stuiped?

I might not be excellent average political religious acedemic imperfection

But lived married the wrong man. Eye did not know.

It's not my children's fault I had.

And paid it forward how many times?

God of form is not the same as formless awareness

You put on as money there's been 4? Jesus's?

I'm related to everything you been taught.
About God but yet eye been denied?

Because of what.

Flouride In the military as a child pink flouride tablets? That destroys brain functioning? For how long?

I'm more unseen unknown then more then I want to be known?

And wtf have you done to misstreat something came to manifest for you?

It's to late
And how many creation stories we had?

Don't speak in code
Was not raised in code
I was brought up with a powerful mother no dad was around for me.

And I always wondered why.

I'm here to remember who i was is to come.

And what happened.

I don't deal
With internet.

If you can't come knock on my door.

I don't bl eve a word I'm saying

This shit started online meeting
Judy Wisdom

And being asked to play some game.

Not my game because I never played games.

I don't play with minds or trick people I was born with blood who could not be cloned.

I read Almines book opening the doors of heaven and it appeared.

Not playing her story. Because what you masculine have done to women!

There's no pentienence.

To paying forward helping someone out to get a parrellel view on things.

For Pete's sake.

I'm not the actor or doer!

I just don't go along with things I don't agree to either.

Met a guy on Facebook yrs ago
With initials K F.

He said Eye Asher Eye loved me.
And asked me if I would destroy the world.

Said NO
Linda Mgillis she claims I was her avatar.
She was in cahoots with Ras Nathaniel Dawkins.

This was all knew to me.

People playing religion online while I lived a life before the internet

Met a guy on Facebook yrs ago
With initials K F.

He said Eye Asher Eye loved me.
And asked me if I would destroy the world.

Said NO
Linda Mgillis she claims I was her avatar.
She was in cahoots with Ras Nathaniel Dawkins.

This was all knew to me.

People playing religion online while I lived a life before the internet


I uncovered child trafficking too.

I have saved every link on all my phones to course my life data zerox copies files journals huge box.

You'll either confirm your criminals
And I can end it to

I advocated for defenseless and innocence.

Cya folks I'm done with this circus?

These eyes have only read
Romance novels
And Disney children's movies.

Animal planet.

I paid it forward to add up cosmic bank.

I only bl eve in return to sender
If you hurt some one consciously
You get hurt
It's consciously choosing your desires.

I only bl eve in paid forward

I came in by invitation.
I know how to say No thankyou!

My ex called me Stump and Duzi.

Yes had a few more.

Came in with amnesia
Deaf blind dumb told to work with what I have English language is all I know

Aja Andromeda is my sister
She wanted me to forgive the guy who has the red balloon.

Her video said are you ready to let it go. But non duality people have forgiven Ronald McDonald

And I threw the ugly clown that my dad gave me away I never liked clowns.

My daughter took a clown class but it was in school we joined parades. Did things community wise.

But definatly saw Pennywise van in my town.

I'm here to forgive not given pentinence!!!

Good bye GLP
I'm done with internet.

I was not scripted before I came in.

I'm not the actor or the doer of this show.

I'm lost behind.
But my mom married a man who looked like Immanuel he was white.

Brumfield.
His mother appeared to my sister with Golden hue all around her.

She was a beautiful Woman.

She went to Church of God she was my Sunday school Teacher.

My dad was abused as a child raped he protected his disabled brother.

My mission is clear
Why I'm here.

Where ever you are. I'm not in fear but my blood could not be cloned. You were in the air force.

My life visions paranormal experiences. With me.

Veronika?

Don't turn your back on me!
I was there for you.
I paid it forward.
Who was there to help you take a detour so you would not repeat the same mistake.

I See clearly now.
You came as my granddaughter kayde. But is my Kayde . Mom called her baby in nursing home Kayde.

You were the statue I saw with William Tapley.
My son's daughter.

I come in Peace.

God wants us to grow our minds. Use it then go home.

I want to thankyou for giving me this kitty to love and play with. He's close to my heart and sooooo loving. What a personality it almost makes me cry

They did traffick you.

And I been warning since 2010.

Tried to save my ex son daughter.
And grandkids.

That is all.

Marriages can go sour. But your kids are your blood.

I will never abandon my kids
Ever!

Mother pays it forward.
That's just what she does.

Higher lowerselves gather up there own
Because they take accountability for there children.

Yes the only actor I ever had in my dream is Brad Pitt.

My mom married a man look alike to Immanuel the White Father.

And werid because my granddaughter my son's daughter loved her Simba.

Oh boi.

Mom and Evan Lefavor both said it was selfish to have children.

Evan Lefavor looks like my ex nephew Jeffery they use to call him friderator he played football in high school.

Dad told me long ago Jesus Christ so Dad?

Give me time. I know you know my heart but my mind can't be in a box.

I've not filled my canvas yet
All I wanted was to mind my own Damm business.

Plz give me time to adjust to this.

Angel higher self is Aja Andromeda I was here to forgive Pennywise.

I hope you see this.

I know I made mistakes when young.
Everything was complete paid for before 2012
Then after was born of Spirit go check mom's Akash. I spent the weekend with her.
Merged all week end with a power greater then me.


Things been trippy since 2012.

I have come full circle.

Seek Kryon he can confirm all that I paid forward

He said if I come back
Will get a knew body will never make the same mistakes.

Just wanted to inform my kids and offspring

Ex never bl even me. Our marriage crashed when I woke up with new private parts.

My mission is complete.
Gathering my own paid forward tried to change events from repeating so humanity can get the real education and get on right track. That's what love does.

Thankyou

No not. Accountability. Of their children.

But to retract steps. To give account of the events.

Plz Immanuel plz check and see if my mom was ousted giving birth to my little sister Angel.

Body snatchers stealing DNA upgrading.

But Spiritual equity. Is forgotten lost behind also of the feminine.

That's got me p'od
I was born XX

Immanuel there changing what x 's mean

The matrix was created for one reason only.

XX means female origin and birth no masculine. my birth was Of Spirit birth in my mother's womb.

I have forgiven my past .

My mission is complete.

NEVER EVER have I bl eved in a burning hell since I was a child.

Ignorance creates hell people.

Destroying children creates that place!

I was not brought up in code.
Let your yes be yes and no be know.

Gay meant happy
Girls like pearls and trinkets so simple

So I hope these people that are Bible thumpers got no time for you.

I'm tired of your abuse.

I bl eve but I don't have to convince you you can analyze for your self

Analyze is sodomize.

I've never seen the English language become so lethat until I became aware how they snuck in through code.

And language became so brutal everyone went bottoms up!!!!



Good bye internet

Now hope I gave you enough to .figure rest out yourself.

Under my name it had sacrificed by satanic 9 th circle?

I looked again it's not there.

You can change the narrative
Stories the whole nine yards
But water is memory
Even if you drink water from ma trix.
The land you stand on.
The water has memory. All I did was talk to water and stuff started happening

Well my dad has a Myra
And I have a Mya granddaughter.
I had a Kayde granddaughter who was self also.


Mission accomplished
Now we know.
Picking up the pieces.

Calling home.

Left behind
Lost behind

It was not me that hated anything
Was the seeker
When I became aware there were 2 or 3 of me
Sentient blood became aware.

So
This is the end of my charted path.

Full circle
Trying to wake up my own.

Thankyou Universe was always happy of motherhood painful it was.
Pure from the heart.

Thankyou
End of transmissions

One more thing
Life is a lesson to see how much life meant to you.

Universe created all life
If you can't appreciate all life

It's man that distorts truth when life cared for her own.

Learning to take responsibility.
We are taught to hate everything online
But I became aware when I merged with the power greater then myself that began to restore me.

I'd rather grow around people community share your stories and uplifting stories then ever follow txts and internet online. If someone tells you to follow that's on you

If you can't find what your looking for is within then one is lost.
Law of One is Self.
Finding it within.

While I paid it forward and innerstood how the hijacked the human life.

This story is with higherself and myself.we share this story.

Otherwise TSHtF
Because now it's innerstood
Just what happened.

Plz help us all come to the truth.

Yes respect your parents.
But the Fridge is a He
Was not born a he
Supported the he
Don't turn your back on me when I did not come from nature till I became nature innerstood it all.

One more thing without judgement or pointing fingers.

My mom remarried on there honeymoon went to nausau.

She met black man Jesus Christ Mikael.

There linked with who?
Christ Michael ATON?

Never heard of Urantia till I came online.

You remember Mikael you threatened my family.

Proving the the fact parrellel innerstanding is imperative for everyone to know. Why changing our focus. Is so important.


Duality is causing more harm then good which is missing there words they have used the Bible to sodomize us and put holes through our bodies the Bible is magic so are the words.

If we live in a corpse we are drinking the water from the corpse and memories.

That means. Somethings not right.
These words only go to eyes ears in elementals . HU. Man reflecting on the immense story over looked.

We have two stories
ISRAEL
ISMAEL

....
Like I said
My ex called me stump and duzi...

That is all.

NU man too.


Plz fix the dialogue why there teaching to hate God and everything under the Sun while I retrieve memories from this life.

If a sentient child was born it would hold that reality yes?

Then why was it left alone?

What makes you think rigid thinking will win it's heart?

Why would you leave a sentient being alone?

When I had children I did NOT throw my children under the bus nor throw my son over the boat!

I don't think your ready to contemplate what you tossed over and referred as the broods!

You don't win a story by deception you win a story by that which you heal bring together!
Heal hearts.

See these stories so real that could bring them back to life.

Do you realize this ?

Where did you get the idea it's a singular win?

Has that helped us wake up
Since my mother's birth in 1934?
She died a month ago. It's 2022

Compatibility gains in resonance.
Only with sound that you might innerstand
What has transpired.

You can be perfect in form with devious intentions.

But unpleasant in form to get the job done something you did not anticipate.

It was NOT a job well done!

My journey started by asking who is this Jesus Christ Mikael?
Christ Michael AtOn.?
Immanuel all these names under the Sun how on earth can you lift through them all.

I get a knew kitten by my grandson
And I ask him what shall I call him?

He said Tommy.

Tommy is back Tommy who always stayed with me my last cat.

Why do I have another Tommy from a mouth of a babe?

I had a orange Tommy Tom cat when I first got married.

Oh my goodness
I never had a cat with such a personality get home from work. Jumps on my lap puts his paws over my heart looks up at me. He puuurrs feeling it connect to my heart he was orange .

Now I have a new one by my grandson he named it Tommy he's grey and white.

Recognizing only one personality that is Tommy come home to my heart.
Why does a cat purr?.why does it sit like a sphinx over my chest? Then he begins to purr? The cats rythem against my heart there's nothing like it.

I have no problem with my grandparents nothing negative to say but although?

Contemplating on it.

Before 2012 I was on Facebook since they link Facebook with trafficking.

I saw in my minds eye a big hand hammer chizzle chizzling around my head

My dad was in the air force
And the air force dentistry informed my mother they needed to give us pink flouride tablets.

So I just found a booklet the pineal gland
The eye of God


You have to go with men women in each family and check there intentions.
Of course I have always been about family.
And love old folks and young.
And born blind in left eye.

So giving you tid bits


Many expect we present the truth only one way. But I no longer think it is the case.
Since time memories but now I know who wanted my brain and the story is coming to gether. Past future are complete. How many children and mothers wives have ye discarded?

The pattern is to much.

I told my ex the other day . Remember that meat packing company you used to work at?

I thought are you getting it yet.

Some just wanted to explore there
Own Is withing innerstanding the I AM
Self awareness conciously in body.

Playing with the Creative Energy.

Now look what was done?

I WAS born a girl once a Mother.

In the sky appeared a woman sleeping and a question mark.

And a man resting his head beside the sleeping woman.

Took me quite a few to txt my last message I'm out of data. So don't know when I'll be back.

Cya folks. I'll be back when I get back

Black cat had a white kitty
Black and white make grey
But cat was white


Showed up in my crystal just now Google has all the photos.

See I only manifested if I had someone to share it with

I don't think you get it. Nothing to desire when your alone.

If you can't contemplate that?
Then? I'll wait for the black cat.

I had so many colored cats they were all special.