Extra terrestial

I see my last two negative behaviors are snacking and a few ciggerettes a day.

The long list of overcoming.
I see my ex and son are linked with same habits

Calling on there higherselves to help me kick those two negative behaviors to help weed out those bad habits that are left to overcome..


Thankyou.
Thankyou
Thankyou.

Still trying to sort out the feminine thing though. That's kind of got me confused. What's up with that.


There's infiltration somewhere.

White raise have existed to in other universes. Before some came here to earth.

Thankyou

By seeing the benevolence within my being brings the masculine and feminine to make peace within.

To fix the distortion.
I've only remained loyal to this one body from beginning to now.

To connect heal with creation and all that exists within to effect the greater whole within to reach the next level.

I had to come in and face the dysfunction.

Jealousy and envy came from the masculine
I married into .

I was a feminine born with divine conception
Not sure what's next no agenda no script.
Just help overcoming ancestor trauma placed upon us. By deception.

If you don't know who you are who do you want to be

Live your truth remembers no lies.

It's really that simple.

What are works?
Starts with the benevolent self
They call she was given life.
Falling into chaos and rising above.
Helping sort life out till the contribution
Becomes more evident what the good works begin at is first with self.

Facing the day I meet myself.
Work has been accomplished.

I hope this resonates to the self I look forward to merging the great work together. To help heal a universe world.
Reducing the distance between heart and mind.

It's not about compition whose more beautiful sex more erroneous zones fulfilled in the bed.

It is essential to see life does not revolve around the groin but growing bring peace to the finish line.

Getting in a literature debate is a trap my words mean what they say mean.

I come from non occult.

I come from am organic mind. Experience born out of the circle of secret societies.
Gaining maturity outside of the occult help contributing our minds back to simplicity outside of code.

Our Universal Creator before since the beginning needed NO Code special Speak.

To relay a message since all life forms live in same space all levels all form of life forms
Which the living library is a reminder we all are different with one thing we can agree on.

We have same goal to find autonomy through our differences
One goal to harmonize

Like a orchestra creating a beautiful

Beethoven sonata.

We are the orchestra with different musical instruments.

Trying to play the best concert ever


Thankyou wishing you an awesome day.

Plz send positive energy to my ex to day taking him to the hospital he needs to check and see if he needs a stint in his heart.

Plz wish him luck and good prognosis.

He will always matter to me wether were married divorce or what not.

I look forward when I can find harmony for the feminine. It's time for her to have independence and harmony with her benevolent self as well balancing harmonics as she lives her life too.

Daughter you know it's you who need to fix what ever happened.
It started with blue and me.
Then he singled you out next.
Caused all havoc then with my sister and my son.

Plz face the music. Your mother is not your problem.
She never was


If there ever is such a thing.
You need to help fix things as well.
Since you brought innana in.

Grandmother.

Daughter? Your daughter is starting military school.

I'll let you figure out the rest.

The problem started with you not your brother.

As I see here he's happily married raising his sons. Ok?

Plz do your part in healing this distortion.

Nip the jealousy in the butt.

Popularity idol worship is a long fall.

Idol worship popularity is the matrix of roleplay. Plz allow some of us to out grow this unhealthy attachments and entanglements.

Both worlds don't mix
It's like oil and water.
You do you
I do me.

Let's live in peace

However your husband and mother in law are a different story.

Your mother in law never liked me.
From the beginning

Your spouse has the momma issues
She left her son's.
Abandoned them

I'm proud of you getting your career in order.

I wish you well and healing on your journey I'm proud of you.

I know you remember I told you and brother don't fall for idol worship or fall for god/ dess till we all grow up and transcend duality.
Maturity comes first.
Before were granted responsibility
And realize the impact of choice.

I love you both
Son and daughter.
And to my grand kids.

Waiting to make peace with ex husband
If that's what he chooses to do to run a harmonious world for all and educate all the lives of life and light.

The addiction to control to overcome is your entanglement to over come.

You have a wonderful skill the medical field.

I have yet to focus on my life which is time. Yes it's my time.

I bring peace.
And wish to pursue my life
My own indepence with my own compatible harmony I wish to create without interruption by being accepted or truman on a stage.

No it's my time. My path my contribution. You higher aspects have had your came and eat it too.

Don't keep lowerselves depressed or oppressed. We see how it was created.

There is you?

Them there's me grandma unknown
To experience life as well no matter how small.
No passing test is needed from your vatsge point.

We all get a shot to life.

Don't need innanas approval either.
Or acceptance.

A world where one can flourish bloom even if we are different flowers.

Some of us are very old souls who held space. Some of us don't have to pick up the same life innana made or created.

One can choose to not walk innanas path which was a doozie. One to overcome.

I would like to concentrate on other things beside walking in another's shoes.

I have my own shoes.
Grandmother's shoes.
It's grandma's time now.

So I guess what I'm saying is grandparents came to save the children securing gates of birth and death. We don't need an extra event live like you who are addicted to youth blood. Looks popularity movie proceeds. Ok?

Will see how it unfolds grandma is starting her new path.
Making peace with it and moving on to discover my path as well.

Letting go with love inheriting another's wrong actions. From the past or living another's stories.

Just getting started to innerstand grandma's path. To explore my life and who I was before I got married.

Grand ma had a life before I got married.
As a child I dreamt and spoke a different language. In my sleep

Be well wish you well.

So I guess what I'm saying is grandparents came to save the children securing gates of birth and death. We don't need an extra event live like you who are addicted to youth blood. Looks popularity movie proceeds. Ok?

Will see how it unfolds grandma is starting her new path.
Making peace with it and moving on to discover my path as well.

Letting go with love inheriting another's wrong actions. From the past or living another's stories.

Just getting started to innerstand grandma's path. To explore my life and who I was before I got married.

Grand ma had a life before I got married.
As a child I dreamt and spoke a different language. In my sleep

Be well wish you well.

Be fore I leave the internet. I've done my work and contribution.

I've share my experience regarding some online involved.

It is not my job to determine who Putin Trump Harris or Biden is right or wrong no one has proof what rumors say about others. I invested
Online since 2009. I shared and exposed from my experience only.

This was my path my findings.

My job is finished and my contribution has exposed my experience online.

Since it was my experience.

Things happened. I watched my experience hi jacked . Even my spirituality.

Simulator matrix real life can we prove it?

Well I'm healing and my final goal is?
For my heart to be light as a feather when I die.

I know nothing.

But if you don't stand for your child our success as human beings is over.

I know longer will ever share my view point on the man woman religion. Wars religion gods goddess is a dangerous game.

I came presented my findings

From here on out I surrender to my higher power. And will commune with Spirit from the contours of my mind and heart.

Let no one tell you how to have a personal experience between your maker and you

No one's business gaurd your relationship
With everything you got.

Advocate for children elderly family
Here since 2009
I fought exposed vaccines starting since 2009.

I fought for my ex kids .

Thankyou Higher Power for opening my parrellel eyes.

Coming from a non programmed non occult mind.

Thankyou

Literature language is a trap
Feeling like a stranger in a land of mankind.
Living my day as my last grateful thankful.
A lost behind that's denied to process the pain with another. But taking it alone.
I would never wish this on anyone
Not do this to a loved one or a stranger.
Some get to live.
Some are torn down so another can rise.
Some never get to learn.life is deceiving as well as truth.
As truth is revealed within the One soul. It's apparent light worker is unreal but to just simply shine like a sun.

I'd just simply care not to know anymore.
Because in the end I find knowing myself
More and becoming more intriguing by the day.
A life hidden among the rough and rich.
As they decrease everything I buy. To Zero.
Becoming a Zero. Not letting the door hitting me in the rear as I walk out.
The experience to love and expect nothing back.
But be seen a needy housewife seemed a slap in the face.
So much overlooked. Life can't be real but a walking dream state. As I walk out the door. All I ever wanted was to work on education discipline. Making my own money. Building self esteem. Work strengthen my social skills. Walking unseen along men.
Trying to gain a footing peeking my head through a crack ceiling. Just some doors need kept shut.
Leaving foot prints in the sand as I leave behind...like a ghost a figment of your imagination. Someone never existed no one's here. No one's home as I watch my ex talk to himself on the phone to another being talking to him in this mental warfare plane.

Signing out
End transmission
Reliving ever detail
And experience of the common man.
Walking awake but silent unseen
In a sleeping world
Where people don't see eye to eye.
In a virtual world.

Thankyou
Thankyou
Thsnkyou

I have to share this I'm at my ex's for a couple of days. Looking skimming through Netflix and low and behold. There's a movie that was similar to my experience. Called bad Vegan oh boy!!

Well? Yrs ago Jessica Simpson was being recorded.
People we are on one big Truman show..

I'm so over this.
I have not had cable tv for years.!


I was asked to play a game this?

I call back my Soul NOw!! S.O.S.

These people are so bored.
They got camera in every house in a world the preach god? Jesus,'? In a pedo world?

Today I watchedy ex-husband watch the news on tv. It tremendously hurt
He bl eves the news o felt lost. I looked at him as if I was his mother. I loved him that moment. Even through what we been through.

The heaviness in my heart even if we look like two oompa loopas. The experience I had with this man?

I love him as he is


The pain of not connecting to Soul it hit me.
Then saw life from everyone one I ever known.

Most people missunderstsnd. When you do shadow side work. Two people not seeing eye to eye. I have a infinity love for him. One day I hope he knows. How two peoe can be together two world's apart.

Love compassion is a weird thing. With memories of pain in the back of your mind. So much hurt rejection but. Love innerstood. His heart procedure is tomorrow.

Sending you love through all your cells. And his heart. He's been my only friend I've ever had. But actually not there.

Thankyou Rachael
I know the true essence of your son

Life changes us.
Asking you to be with your son in spirit tomorrow.

Love Monika

He's the only friend I ever had. Only one

I have a need for heart soul gasm with him.
Men need sex. But I needed a heart soul connection. So he can see how much I always loved him. Ask soul Spirit.

But he never hears me.

This has been one life that beat me up. But I will love the man he was
. I rembers all the good times. But he will always see him in the light.

Thankyou Universe

He's been the hardest thing to love.
But he's also your creation
I love mother father creator in this now.
I want to be so much part of your family.
Plz help me surrender and find you mother and father's love through everything.

Thankyou

Why cant you intelligent people find a cure for obesity. Especially in old age? My ex's side and my dad sides family carried the fat gene.

You guys can invent things to destroy life but you can't invent something to improve life. Good grief the harmony we could have in the world and better health. If you improve health we would not focus on so much money.

My job is finished.
People who choose fame idolship
Have there own religion
And accept everything signed on dotted line.
To you and your offspring.
Whom inherit everything of this world
We we hich breeds injustice in the lower world.
One can not claim victim.

A god seeker first. Desiring skill and talent to provide for itself cannot marry a dotted line spouse politics religion acedemics become a setting stone. The a controlled narrative

This proves a life of a dyslexic. It proves when a narrative is governed they blocked out and switched directions to perceive a narrative.
The way of idol worship money fame.

A dyslexic is neither good or bad but when you submit to a narrative and control.
The dyslexic becomes shunned a scapegoat.
It neither seems fame glory idol money worship.
A dyslexic has rights to.
It perceived different and became the I because the narrative over powered things of convenience rather.

Small community living Independance. Skilled contributing to community living. Secret society is the result of a governed body

Throwing independant out with bath water.
It was perceived different secret society the main multiple narrative governed religious experience where all became the same.

But my god wanted for me to independantly to find him within myself as eye walk unseen in the world. Religion becomes a stock marketed business.
Spirit walks alone in the world however you see it the birth of dyslexia was birthed in which ego defended itself because it hand a mind of its own.

Those who gave up sovereignty
And those who didn't.

Giving up sovereignty now demands justice.
If you bought the plan in corporate lower world religion. There is no justice

A voice in heard never sold their souls crying justice because demanded education to help contribute and work the land in harmony with. Skill and talent.

Those who gave up their sovereignty cry unjust.
Many injustices from different perspective
To prove dyslexic have ego is a lie.
Perceived different from a different learning style.

A dyslexic is not guilty for being itself
In a give up sovereign land.
What ever incorporated tried to subdue human kind.
Eye will never feel ashamed seeing life from a different view not because you think it's Mr/Mrs ego.

It's not about right or wrong but about making a line between rich and poor.

You took Higher Power out of the mix. When you decided to incorporate the goddess have new kids to impliment trix in the matrix.

No one is guilty.
Just no which runaway to walk off stage.
When you don't recognize family no more
Invasion of body snatchers is what invaded
Our land. This time with distorted habits.

Never feel guilty being in a world of distorted habits.
When all you do is smoke few ciggetted they control you to stop that to in a vegan soon to be world.

We get it we get it.

No one is guilty only by what entertains you.

My job is finished.
Choosing to grow my godmind independantly
Providing for myself growing spirit essence a thinking pshycoa. To boot.

Overcoming the lower worlds where they believe in fractualizing your mind is when it took a dark turn.
One has to judge for itself find Harmony in a you do.

To pluck innocence out of a little child's heart is the result what's wrong in this world with all the programming inflicted a loosing battle of a sovereign mind.
Different perspectives just represent 144
With facets within a diamond.
Creator of the 144 really inspire a world to not give up but to make sure the Creator of innerstanding can perceive a mind of its own out
Of one of its own of 144.
Who contribute to a beautiful mind.

Not to prove anything to the world.
It's ok to be different.
To not fit in.
Is to step into what was not your home to begin with
Neither right or wrong.
When all it's ever been by itself.
Missunderstood in a governed mind world
Throwing least among us out the door.

Never considered who they kicked to the curb.

Leaving a light for those left behind
For those extorted exploited from dark to light.
Adrenochrome
Placenta
Blood
Immortal juice.
A guest a dyslexic
Born of Spirit
Gave voice to a missunderstood
Expressed hidden perspective ignored mind of
Higher power. Able to articulate give reason the concept of ego birthed from duity perspective.

Sentient blood from within from the 9th perspective ,?
Did it come from below,? Or always born of Spirit.,?
Such control what triggered to govern state of man in a higher roler yield
It has brought for all kind.as all life becomes evident in the living library.
Do does all life have a way of expressing itself
Truth cannot force or deny or accuse it's not your way. When we're reminded so much difference life expresses it's self from a perspective
Even in darkness when light appeared in darkness it cast so many he's of color one cannot deny.

Thankyou

H.ues. of color even a dyslexic can offer a different perspective proves not ego is the problem. Or independant thought.

Limiting our perception and literatures to express a different perspective to deny a voice is to deny life forms
Which that would be judgement.
To deny a different perspective to
Deny it's voice is to deny other life forms exist.
Which is judgement.
Because you silenced their voice in the past.
Something was taken that was not theirs.
Conciousness will prove truth the past.
Forward and back.
Something was taken from the past.
The one held down.
Acedemic. Political. Religion. Knowledge
Incorrect. Only proves human trafficking does exist

Truth and lie cannot co exist.
Everyone has a story.
You just choose porn then to hear a voice you threw over the side of the boat.
Never offered to innerstand asking the question how did you survive the plight?
Yes everyone had a story.
Proves as long as a secret is taken to a grave.
Those who chose to keep secrets are in fact sick as there secrets.
Was not the dyslexia
But one you left behind long ago sworn to secrecy a secret to the grave.

Secret to the grave
Secret to the grave
Secret to the grave

There you will find what happened when you hear secret to the .grave

Then you walk off stage.
Walking away with those taking it to the grave.
It was never the dyslexic. But those taken something to the grave.

Difference of interpretation and education seperated us does not make one guilty because it stands on it's truth it's neither rebellion

It only proves that which you covet to control
It just means you stifled growth in people who want to experience the mind of higher learning you discourage the natural flow of unfolding and becoming. And Be-ing.

With independant thought that you want to control.

You can be deaf blind and dumb without Spirit
One cannot reflect its own due process but provingly denied
That truth is stifled.

Ugh!

Shiva releasing you from birth and death

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Appreciate your prayers my ex is getting his surgery.

Shiva releasing you from birth and death

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Appreciate your prayers my ex is getting his surgery.


If you can fly bio locate you are something
If you have to drive your operating outside yourself.

This stuff has gotten so rediculous.

When my min are done on my phone no more will I be on the internet!

I judge no one but ask that all be forgiven and hope you learned from this experience

I have no more attachment with religion acedenics or politics. Dogma. Just not worth it.

And you know this all started with my grandaughter on Facebook!!!

Operate a car

I did every other grandma would do. I will not regret this experience.

I found who I was from this experience.

A lost behind sending waves out to ethers phoning home. Some wherefar away.

I wish no harm on life.

Why the potentials could not be seperated from the influence.

I'm not here to fit in. I'm lost behind
Someone you did not ever know would wake up.

No agenda.
No script
Just its own experience.

Good day!

Surgery went well. Now I can release him to his world. His family I begin my journey my path seperate from his.

He was only 20% blockage . He will come out successfully resting right Now

Thankyou

Thankyou GLP for all the interesting times
Since 2009

Leaving internet world behind.

Wishing you all well.