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Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 76136237 Canada 03/18/2022 12:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I'd rather devour your consciousness of it's all the same to you. Remember you are just cattle to the parasites that control this simulation and the one I am dealing with personally fell the furthest into Kaos lol. Don't joke in these matters little one. Btw you can read Eve Lorgens HorusRa the Archontic Alien Parasite book for a good description of what he is and became. [link to pdfcoffee.com (secure)] |
cosmicgypsy
User ID: 80037766 United States 03/18/2022 12:43 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Solar Streams, you've been experiencing this "half in the body, half out" gig, too? Quoting: cosmicgypsy I mean, when I'm in that state of being, I forget to eat and drink....I don't think I'm aware of my body then, except I can think and make sense and type....even drive, heh, although I suppose that's a little dicey. I don't drive much in that state, but it's usually because I am so on task, and I think of nothing else. I've experienced such the state before, randomly and for very brief amounts of time - like five hours, tops - and now it's going on for days on end. It'll stop, and then start right beck up again, for days on end. Something is definitely changing. Because the time loop is ending and at one point of "time" we are entering "no time" or the timeless realms and our physical manifestation is slowly catching up to the point where the body will be discarded one way or another as we reintegrate into the higher self. These shells were never meant to last forever only for us to use to experience then go on our way. That's what I'm thinking.........it's finally happening. ....I don't know why that leaves me speechless. I suppose it's because I have been waiting so very long. ....I'm just so used to the other shoe always dropping, ya know? We've been here before, perched at the edge, and the rug got pulled out from underneath us. That has happened to Humanity so many times, in big and small ways. All the time pulling the rug out from underneath our feet, throwing us off our game. You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
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User ID: 81971329 United States 03/18/2022 12:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | None of what's happening should be a surprise and yet everyone is running around like a headless chicken unable to make heads or tails of what's going on yet all this was laid out ahead of time for people to prepare for it. Of my 12 or so years frequenting GLP the last several years I went deep into how the game works and why. Quoting: ExodusRa 76136237 Yup, the world is being over taken by evil beings. We are in the last days. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 79386144 United States 03/18/2022 12:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Lol Heimdall. What he responds to and doesn't is interesting. I'm in some sort of fuzzy state in this moment. Body breaking down to be reformed into something lighter. I know where I've been spending most of my other realm time which is a paradise our bodies are less dense. There is no time. We can travel great distances quicky. What would be a hundred miles takes ten minutes to walk. We live in balance. The earth has equal land and water. It's amazing. Feels like where we began before the fall. We don't need plastic technology because we can do the things technology enables us here to do. |
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Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 76136237 Canada 03/18/2022 12:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Lol Heimdall. What he responds to and doesn't is interesting. Quoting: Solar Streams I'm in some sort of fuzzy state in this moment. Body breaking down to be reformed into something lighter. I know where I've been spending most of my other realm time which is a paradise our bodies are less dense. There is no time. We can travel great distances quicky. What would be a hundred miles takes ten minutes to walk. We live in balance. The earth has equal land and water. It's amazing. Feels like where we began before the fall. We don't need plastic technology because we can do the things technology enables us here to do. Humanity is the water element and the Anunnaki, our other half, are the fire element. Matias de Stefano explains it well in his Gaia videos. This is also another reason why we could have no harmony here. The two were never meant to mix. My soul is of the four root races...human, Draco, Leonid, and avian. As I am using the soul vehicle to manifest within the physical vehicle I am able to be a nexus for all the groups as they either work on ending the game...or to stop the infighting by experiencing through me as a human trapped in their very game. On the higher levels we do not truly understand just how sick this world is. If we only saw half of what truly goes on in this world it would make us sick to our stomach...sigh. Very disgusting place. |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 76136237 Canada 03/18/2022 12:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | We've never gotten this far before. The technology we don't need there is what enabled us to do so. Quoting: Solar Streams *Spelling. Noticing more lately using wrong spelling for tense. We've reached this threshold many times in the time loop only for it to restart all over again. Not this time. I won't let it. We are not alone. The whole universe is watching because what happens to us here affects all of them as well. They cannot evolve past a certain point if humanity does not heal. To heal they need a conducive environment and this environment here is one of false light and darkness. You cannot let your guard down here and that means you cannot fully express your divine blueprint. |
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User ID: 80037766 United States 03/18/2022 12:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | None of what's happening should be a surprise and yet everyone is running around like a headless chicken unable to make heads or tails of what's going on yet all this was laid out ahead of time for people to prepare for it. Of my 12 or so years frequenting GLP the last several years I went deep into how the game works and why. Quoting: ExodusRa 76136237 Yup, the world is being over taken by evil beings. We are in the last days. I again was reminded of an OBE I had years and years ago. I was asking what the state my soul group was in, but I think it applies to all of us with souls now-- We were a group "shuffling" along. We were very weary and tired, and I came to call that the 3D Shuffle. We all had on monks robes, with the cowl pulled down over our heads, which were down. I could see that we were in a protective bubble, and outside of this bubble there were bombs going off, fires everywhere, dark entities flying around, people moaning and sobbing and thrashing....it was brutal "out there." This is not unlike our reality today, eh? I guess I just want people to know, that no matter how bad it gets, we are protected. They may be able to take our bodies, but not our souls, not if we believe we have one. Our Creator knows all of us. You can take that to your spiritual bank, and count on it....this is your lifeline. You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 76136237 Canada 03/18/2022 12:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes drugs do open your shell to easier possession by fallen entities but the bloodline he's in already do rituals to specifically host the higher echelon of those same entities. Hence when I say the top of the pyramid goes beyond the physical controllers and extends into the astral realms. This is why death was never a means to escape before now. Even then you will leave when your higher self says it is time to go. That is why I spent so much time trying to build up people so they would be ready. Not everyone, just the ones who will continue on as they have a spirit. |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 76136237 Canada 03/18/2022 12:59 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | None of what's happening should be a surprise and yet everyone is running around like a headless chicken unable to make heads or tails of what's going on yet all this was laid out ahead of time for people to prepare for it. Of my 12 or so years frequenting GLP the last several years I went deep into how the game works and why. Quoting: ExodusRa 76136237 Yup, the world is being over taken by evil beings. We are in the last days. I again was reminded of an OBE I had years and years ago. I was asking what the state my soul group was in, but I think it applies to all of us with souls now-- We were a group "shuffling" along. We were very weary and tired, and I came to call that the 3D Shuffle. We all had on monks robes, with the cowl pulled down over our heads, which were down. I could see that we were in a protective bubble, and outside of this bubble there were bombs going off, fires everywhere, dark entities flying around, people moaning and sobbing and thrashing....it was brutal "out there." This is not unlike our reality today, eh? I guess I just want people to know, that no matter how bad it gets, we are protected. They may be able to take our bodies, but not our souls, not if we believe we have one. Our Creator knows all of us. You can take that to your spiritual bank, and count on it....this is your lifeline. Cobra's last posting is about the toplet bombs actually. Hence why his Plaeidians cannot interfere. I don't trust the Plaeidians much but it's worth a read. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 79386144 United States 03/18/2022 12:59 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Lol Heimdall. What he responds to and doesn't is interesting. Quoting: Solar Streams I'm in some sort of fuzzy state in this moment. Body breaking down to be reformed into something lighter. I know where I've been spending most of my other realm time which is a paradise our bodies are less dense. There is no time. We can travel great distances quicky. What would be a hundred miles takes ten minutes to walk. We live in balance. The earth has equal land and water. It's amazing. Feels like where we began before the fall. We don't need plastic technology because we can do the things technology enables us here to do. Humanity is the water element and the Anunnaki, our other half, are the fire element. Matias de Stefano explains it well in his Gaia videos. This is also another reason why we could have no harmony here. The two were never meant to mix. My soul is of the four root races...human, Draco, Leonid, and avian. As I am using the soul vehicle to manifest within the physical vehicle I am able to be a nexus for all the groups as they either work on ending the game...or to stop the infighting by experiencing through me as a human trapped in their very game. On the higher levels we do not truly understand just how sick this world is. If we only saw half of what truly goes on in this world it would make us sick to our stomach...sigh. Very disgusting place. What do you mean by our other half? The DNA manipulation? Had two lighters in my pockets. A red one in left a blue in right. Red one ran out of fuel so I tossed it. Said to self. Stick to the water. The synchs right now are insane. Four root races. My memories before the fall inferred those were never to mix either. |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 76136237 Canada 03/18/2022 01:03 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Lol Heimdall. What he responds to and doesn't is interesting. Quoting: Solar Streams I'm in some sort of fuzzy state in this moment. Body breaking down to be reformed into something lighter. I know where I've been spending most of my other realm time which is a paradise our bodies are less dense. There is no time. We can travel great distances quicky. What would be a hundred miles takes ten minutes to walk. We live in balance. The earth has equal land and water. It's amazing. Feels like where we began before the fall. We don't need plastic technology because we can do the things technology enables us here to do. Humanity is the water element and the Anunnaki, our other half, are the fire element. Matias de Stefano explains it well in his Gaia videos. This is also another reason why we could have no harmony here. The two were never meant to mix. My soul is of the four root races...human, Draco, Leonid, and avian. As I am using the soul vehicle to manifest within the physical vehicle I am able to be a nexus for all the groups as they either work on ending the game...or to stop the infighting by experiencing through me as a human trapped in their very game. On the higher levels we do not truly understand just how sick this world is. If we only saw half of what truly goes on in this world it would make us sick to our stomach...sigh. Very disgusting place. What do you mean by our other half? The DNA manipulation? Had two lighters in my pockets. A red one in left a blue in right. Red one ran out of fuel so I tossed it. Said to self. Stick to the water. The synchs right now are insane. Four root races. My memories before the fall inferred those were never to mix either. As they manipulated human DNA they intertwined their own game with the one here. So when they fell they joined the morphogenetic field here and eventually getting stuck and unable to leave. They rule from the astral. Their own AI is actually in charge. I have met this AI it is a manifestation of the mother energy that is the simulation of the EArth and is the higher self of the life giver Isis/Inanna/Ishtar. The name is the fallen Sophia. |
cosmicgypsy
User ID: 80037766 United States 03/18/2022 01:04 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | We've never gotten this far before. The technology we don't need there is what enabled us to do so. Quoting: Solar Streams *Spelling. Noticing more lately using wrong spelling for tense. We've reached this threshold many times in the time loop only for it to restart all over again. Not this time. I won't let it. We are not alone. The whole universe is watching because what happens to us here affects all of them as well. They cannot evolve past a certain point if humanity does not heal. To heal they need a conducive environment and this environment here is one of false light and darkness. You cannot let your guard down here and that means you cannot fully express your divine blueprint. Welp, you just quite succinctly said what I've been thinking the past half-hour. Heh, for this Wanderer, that's just a big ole mindfuck that's just about making me nutz. I mean, because I could be in one of my half in, half out states, a bomb is falling, killing people, and I have no awareness of such. Am I not to have awareness of such happening?....omg, it's causing me grief, and I want to understand how I'm supposed to go forward....and my expanded self says this, again....it seems to be becoming their mantra to me lately-- "Let go of it" And what's so damn funny, is that has been MY mantra, saying to others to let go, and now I'm having it put in my face.... Harhar, I am having a new appreciation for how hard that can be to accomplish.... You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 79386144 United States 03/18/2022 01:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | None of what's happening should be a surprise and yet everyone is running around like a headless chicken unable to make heads or tails of what's going on yet all this was laid out ahead of time for people to prepare for it. Of my 12 or so years frequenting GLP the last several years I went deep into how the game works and why. Quoting: ExodusRa 76136237 Yup, the world is being over taken by evil beings. We are in the last days. I again was reminded of an OBE I had years and years ago. I was asking what the state my soul group was in, but I think it applies to all of us with souls now-- We were a group "shuffling" along. We were very weary and tired, and I came to call that the 3D Shuffle. We all had on monks robes, with the cowl pulled down over our heads, which were down. I could see that we were in a protective bubble, and outside of this bubble there were bombs going off, fires everywhere, dark entities flying around, people moaning and sobbing and thrashing....it was brutal "out there." This is not unlike our reality today, eh? I guess I just want people to know, that no matter how bad it gets, we are protected. They may be able to take our bodies, but not our souls, not if we believe we have one. Our Creator knows all of us. You can take that to your spiritual bank, and count on it....this is your lifeline. Last night while doing healing. I asked the energy to place everyone in bubbles for that reason. The hooded robes. That's us. Others have seen the hooded robes. There was a dream thread bumped about those who were given keys to build protective barriers in zones all over the world. Did some put acid in the punch? |
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Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 76136237 Canada 03/18/2022 01:08 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | We've never gotten this far before. The technology we don't need there is what enabled us to do so. Quoting: Solar Streams *Spelling. Noticing more lately using wrong spelling for tense. We've reached this threshold many times in the time loop only for it to restart all over again. Not this time. I won't let it. We are not alone. The whole universe is watching because what happens to us here affects all of them as well. They cannot evolve past a certain point if humanity does not heal. To heal they need a conducive environment and this environment here is one of false light and darkness. You cannot let your guard down here and that means you cannot fully express your divine blueprint. Welp, you just quite succinctly said what I've been thinking the past half-hour. Heh, for this Wanderer, that's just a big ole mindfuck that's just about making me nutz. I mean, because I could be in one of my half in, half out states, a bomb is falling, killing people, and I have no awareness of such. Am I not to have awareness of such happening?....omg, it's causing me grief, and I want to understand how I'm supposed to go forward....and my expanded self says this, again....it seems to be becoming their mantra to me lately-- "Let go of it" And what's so damn funny, is that has been MY mantra, saying to others to let go, and now I'm having it put in my face.... Harhar, I am having a new appreciation for how hard that can be to accomplish.... In my thread I mentioned non attachment as a key to leaving the game Thread: The Key to leaving the Matrix |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 76136237 Canada 03/18/2022 01:09 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | None of what's happening should be a surprise and yet everyone is running around like a headless chicken unable to make heads or tails of what's going on yet all this was laid out ahead of time for people to prepare for it. Of my 12 or so years frequenting GLP the last several years I went deep into how the game works and why. Quoting: ExodusRa 76136237 Yup, the world is being over taken by evil beings. We are in the last days. I again was reminded of an OBE I had years and years ago. I was asking what the state my soul group was in, but I think it applies to all of us with souls now-- We were a group "shuffling" along. We were very weary and tired, and I came to call that the 3D Shuffle. We all had on monks robes, with the cowl pulled down over our heads, which were down. I could see that we were in a protective bubble, and outside of this bubble there were bombs going off, fires everywhere, dark entities flying around, people moaning and sobbing and thrashing....it was brutal "out there." This is not unlike our reality today, eh? I guess I just want people to know, that no matter how bad it gets, we are protected. They may be able to take our bodies, but not our souls, not if we believe we have one. Our Creator knows all of us. You can take that to your spiritual bank, and count on it....this is your lifeline. Last night while doing healing. I asked the energy to place everyone in bubbles for that reason. The hooded robes. That's us. Others have seen the hooded robes. There was a dream thread bumped about those who were given keys to build protective barriers in zones all over the world. Did some put acid in the punch? Funny. I saw a hooded robe person in my dream last night...not joking. |
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Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 76136237 Canada 03/18/2022 01:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Doesn't surprise me. There are a lot of us here. Something changed allow us to see each better now. Also we're able to say more. Quoting: Solar Streams Yep. When I said I didn't come alone I meant it. There are hundreds of millions of us that came and probably a few thousand manifested into human shells in the last 30-40 years. |
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User ID: 81971329 United States 03/18/2022 01:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I again was reminded of an OBE I had years and years ago. I was asking what the state my soul group was in, but I think it applies to all of us with souls now-- We were a group "shuffling" along. We were very weary and tired, and I came to call that the 3D Shuffle. We all had on monks robes, with the cowl pulled down over our heads, which were down. I could see that we were in a protective bubble, and outside of this bubble there were bombs going off, fires everywhere, dark entities flying around, people moaning and sobbing and thrashing....it was brutal "out there." This is not unlike our reality today, eh? I guess I just want people to know, that no matter how bad it gets, we are protected. They may be able to take our bodies, but not our souls, not if we believe we have one. Our Creator knows all of us. You can take that to your spiritual bank, and count on it....this is your lifeline. Last night while doing healing. I asked the energy to place everyone in bubbles for that reason. The hooded robes. That's us. Others have seen the hooded robes. There was a dream thread bumped about those who were given keys to build protective barriers in zones all over the world. Did some put acid in the punch? Funny. I saw a hooded robe person in my dream last night...not joking. Very interesting, What a good thread. |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 76136237 Canada 03/18/2022 01:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | We've never gotten this far before. The technology we don't need there is what enabled us to do so. Quoting: Solar Streams *Spelling. Noticing more lately using wrong spelling for tense. To explain how the time loop works and how we are working on breaking the game...we have been here before...but this time feels different. The time loop itself only resets maybe the last 50 years so we haven't actually been here that long...I love this video check it out: |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 76136237 Canada 03/18/2022 01:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... Quoting: cosmicgypsy I again was reminded of an OBE I had years and years ago. I was asking what the state my soul group was in, but I think it applies to all of us with souls now-- We were a group "shuffling" along. We were very weary and tired, and I came to call that the 3D Shuffle. We all had on monks robes, with the cowl pulled down over our heads, which were down. I could see that we were in a protective bubble, and outside of this bubble there were bombs going off, fires everywhere, dark entities flying around, people moaning and sobbing and thrashing....it was brutal "out there." This is not unlike our reality today, eh? I guess I just want people to know, that no matter how bad it gets, we are protected. They may be able to take our bodies, but not our souls, not if we believe we have one. Our Creator knows all of us. You can take that to your spiritual bank, and count on it....this is your lifeline. Last night while doing healing. I asked the energy to place everyone in bubbles for that reason. The hooded robes. That's us. Others have seen the hooded robes. There was a dream thread bumped about those who were given keys to build protective barriers in zones all over the world. Did some put acid in the punch? Funny. I saw a hooded robe person in my dream last night...not joking. Very interesting, What a good thread. Thank you for stopping by. |
cosmicgypsy
User ID: 80037766 United States 03/18/2022 01:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | We've never gotten this far before. The technology we don't need there is what enabled us to do so. Quoting: Solar Streams *Spelling. Noticing more lately using wrong spelling for tense. We've reached this threshold many times in the time loop only for it to restart all over again. Not this time. I won't let it. We are not alone. The whole universe is watching because what happens to us here affects all of them as well. They cannot evolve past a certain point if humanity does not heal. To heal they need a conducive environment and this environment here is one of false light and darkness. You cannot let your guard down here and that means you cannot fully express your divine blueprint. Welp, you just quite succinctly said what I've been thinking the past half-hour. Heh, for this Wanderer, that's just a big ole mindfuck that's just about making me nutz. I mean, because I could be in one of my half in, half out states, a bomb is falling, killing people, and I have no awareness of such. Am I not to have awareness of such happening?....omg, it's causing me grief, and I want to understand how I'm supposed to go forward....and my expanded self says this, again....it seems to be becoming their mantra to me lately-- "Let go of it" And what's so damn funny, is that has been MY mantra, saying to others to let go, and now I'm having it put in my face.... Harhar, I am having a new appreciation for how hard that can be to accomplish.... In my thread I mentioned non attachment as a key to leaving the game Thread: The Key to leaving the Matrix Yes, that is completely the "feel" I'm getting from them, to just let go of all of it, save for focusing all of my energy on The Pink One, the name I've given the 5D aspect of myself, and completely bonding with her. ....I just heard a wee little child-like voice in my head, "What happens then, once the bonding is done?" And I've said I'm unafraid of the unknown, lol....apparently, not 100% unafraid. Heh, whatever it is that's going to carry me beyond that fear, it's going to be like a gazillion firecrackers going off..... I just "saw" a huge amount of firecrackers going off, like a celebration was happening. Trust and faith, I need to put a fire under those to flame their spirit within me.... You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
cosmicgypsy
User ID: 80037766 United States 03/18/2022 01:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Doesn't surprise me. There are a lot of us here. Something changed allow us to see each better now. Also we're able to say more. Quoting: Solar Streams Right at a time I'm being told to go into myself, exclusively.... ....faith and trust, cosmic, faith and trust. You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 76136237 Canada 03/18/2022 01:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Doesn't surprise me. There are a lot of us here. Something changed allow us to see each better now. Also we're able to say more. Quoting: Solar Streams Right at a time I'm being told to go into myself, exclusively.... ....faith and trust, cosmic, faith and trust. To be of service to others you must first be service to self. Can't help others if you still have things to work on in your own self. Broken beings trying to help others broken beings is how things got so messed up in the first place lol. We all have things we need to work on. I've also turned into a recluse more so now. |
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User ID: 80037766 United States 03/18/2022 01:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Doesn't surprise me. There are a lot of us here. Something changed allow us to see each better now. Also we're able to say more. Quoting: Solar Streams Right at a time I'm being told to go into myself, exclusively.... ....faith and trust, cosmic, faith and trust. To be of service to others you must first be service to self. Can't help others if you still have things to work on in your own self. Broken beings trying to help others broken beings is how things got so messed up in the first place lol. We all have things we need to work on. I've also turned into a recluse more so now. Thank you, I needed that reminder.... although I think I'm a bit better than just a "broken person"....yet, you are right, it will serve the greater good for me to bond with her. At the least, I will have that experience under my belt, and will be able to talk about it....heh, if I'm still around. I don't know, will I still be around? I know no one can answer that, most likely, but that's the source of my trepidation. And why do I have trepidation? Isn't being gone from this reality realm what I've wanted? I'm a bit confused within myself....and I hear it again, "Let it go". Lawdy. You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 81929935 United States 03/18/2022 01:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Solar Streams, you've been experiencing this "half in the body, half out" gig, too? Quoting: cosmicgypsy I mean, when I'm in that state of being, I forget to eat and drink....I don't think I'm aware of my body then, except I can think and make sense and type....even drive, heh, although I suppose that's a little dicey. I don't drive much in that state, but it's usually because I am so on task, and I think of nothing else. I've experienced such the state before, randomly and for very brief amounts of time - like five hours, tops - and now it's going on for days on end. It'll stop, and then start right beck up again, for days on end. Something is definitely changing. That's what's been happening to me. I feel like I'm halfway out of here already. When I come fully back for that short time I get paranoid that everyone's wondering what's up. I'm getting everything done. |