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it was nice to be in my grandmother's church again. it always been a place where i feel a strong connection with her.

golden books the children style books?

it's the church she took your mom to as well?

yes, she likes those.

last year for my birth day she gave me a golden book, that was everything i need to know i learned in a golden book, that had parts of lots of golden book stories.

i had two church dreams last night.

then in a another dream, i made reference to the two church dreams.

in on of the hurch dreams, i was sitting in the wrong pew. there were poeple around me i didn't recognize that were a bit strange. i had my laptop open, and there was audio from you, a song, playing from my laptop.

no my mom and my aunt went to church and school at a convent.

wow. is the convent a place you can visit?

layered dreams, had similar type connections in my dreams last night but they were only snippets

not anymore, my mother took us there as children.

why do layered dreams happen?

contiguous continuity is a fabrication of the minds desire to play things out to a conclusion.

i felt your grandmother's and mother's presence when you mentioned thm in your post on the last page.

it was powerful and overwhealming in a good way.

makes sense.

after those dreams i had one of my super weird dreams that i can't even describe. i was trying to get help to get better in that dream.

i told you previously, i once had a coworker tell me out of the blue of a message for me that she received from my grandmother.

had a few girlfriends tell me they had long conversations with my deceased mother about me!

it was probably to complain about me to her! lol

or tell her how grateful they were that she raised milagro?

the homily at Church today was comparing mothers to shepards.

sounds like a dream seeking answers. that type of focus dream very rare.

why are they rare?

i seem to be having quite a few dreams like that lately.

for most people, dreams carry little direction, they flow in the dream like seaweed in the ocean. what happens to them is beyond their control.

there was lots of water in this dream, it started with jumping into the water! that's really the only detail i can describe, then it's just too strange to try to describe.

every night i fall alseep with intentions as i go into dreamworld.

you, you are not afraid to dream, you seek the experiences! lol

that's a great analogy! lol

as i said a few Monday's ago, my dream help me find my voice.

my dreams between 5:30-7:00 am today, i felt i was with you.

it was from one of the retired priests, who talks and looks like a college professor. he always leaves these long pauses of silence that i enjoy.

at 3:30, i got up to go pee! at 5:00 i was doing my morning stretches! the doors and windows were open to let in the cool morning air! lol

i'm hungry! lol

the fresh air sounds wonderful!

wish i could make you a lunch, milagro!

i'm going to tidy up a little, and spend some time with Major Tom.

i wonder if Major Tom's mother is still alive.

thank you for chatting, being here with you is like being embraced by joy!

good evening!

what did you have for lunch?

Nice.

i didn't eat lunch

when you said you were hungry, i assumed you were going to eat.