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Anonymous Coward User ID: 85181792 United States 06/01/2023 09:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Let me tell ya, I've been worrying about people my whole life (even if I didn't know them); even as a little girl I would deliver hand picked flowers to the sad old lady across the street to make her smile. And, I carried it into every damn relationship, caring for everyone else. Trying to make sure everyone got what they wanted tangible or otherwise. I even worried about people who freaking hurt me, cut me down, demeaned me for their own pleasure, then *poof* died after taking advantage of me..just basic reduced me to a worm and that was their outcome. Hell, I even worried about picking up worms after the rain to save them. Fucking nuts. Today, some amazing thought came over me out of nowhere. I don't know if I can even describe the catharsis.. "I'm just gonna pretend they're all dead." They can bury each other. Boy, that thought alone made me feel better. I was/am so much happier without caring for anyone, now I truly need to stop caring for what people have said about me. |
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(OP) User ID: 58407701 United States 06/02/2023 12:25 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Let me tell ya, I've been worrying about people my whole life (even if I didn't know them); even as a little girl I would deliver hand picked flowers to the sad old lady across the street to make her smile. And, I carried it into every damn relationship, caring for everyone else. Trying to make sure everyone got what they wanted tangible or otherwise. I even worried about people who freaking hurt me, cut me down, demeaned me for their own pleasure, then *poof* died after taking advantage of me..just basic reduced me to a worm and that was their outcome. Hell, I even worried about picking up worms after the rain to save them. Fucking nuts. Today, some amazing thought came over me out of nowhere. I don't know if I can even describe the catharsis.. "I'm just gonna pretend they're all dead." They can bury each other. Boy, that thought alone made me feel better. I was/am so much happier without caring for anyone, now I truly need to stop caring for what people have said about me. The fact you cared about others is wonderful But I too cared for almost everyone. And many took advantage of my kindness. Its okay. I forgive them. But it still hurts. You probably made that ladies day when you brought her those flowers Giving someone a moment of joy is a blessing. And you did it. With your free will. Very cool. You can’t help how others react to you. If others have said bad things about you Don’t let it disrupt your mind I know it’s difficult but let it go Others have talked so much hate behind my back. But I forgive them. But it is what it is I think about Jesus being wrongfully judged and it makes me feel like maybe I am on the right path. Just keep moving forward And maybe you will care again When need the comes, you will care Right now it seems the best would be caring for you Giving yourself honest analysis what you need And allowing yourself to have total peace and be filled with Hope. Have a great weekend! Last Edited by Seekingtruthandhonor on 06/02/2023 12:26 AM I will dwell in you. And you in me. And I will walk with my people . -GOD |
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(OP) User ID: 58407701 United States 06/02/2023 02:13 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you for the great words, which took effort and time. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 84224883 I was encouraged by it! Hey! Thank you for saying that. You are very kind. I’m encouraged that you were encouraged! We all need to encourage each other, lift each other up Have a great weekend! (All Glory to Jesus) Last Edited by Seekingtruthandhonor on 06/02/2023 02:13 PM I will dwell in you. And you in me. And I will walk with my people . -GOD |
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(OP) User ID: 58407701 United States 06/02/2023 02:58 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Hey! Sorry I didn’t reply sooner! Like another poster said maybe not happy , but are you grateful at least at times? Does anything bring you peace and joy? Like peaceful music. Or writing. Or drawing. I am terrible at drawing but I do art work sometimes anyways. it’s healthy. When I need to smile i read funny jokes. Not vulgar. Just good funny jokes. A few months ago someone told this joke on glp and I’m going to say it again for you. I did not make this joke up. Why didn’t the lifeguard save the hippie? He was too far out. I will dwell in you. And you in me. And I will walk with my people . -GOD |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 85652049 United Kingdom 06/02/2023 03:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Maybe you feel alone Quoting: Seekingtruthandhonor What if I told you, you are being set apart. You might be mad at God It’s better to be cold or hot than lukewarm. (Being mad at God in my opinion would be very cold or very hot if you believe that strong but are honestly mad with him) But let’s say you are lukewarm. Don’t stress. Don’t have anxiety. Don’t have shame. Just really sit down and see what you want to know by believing in God. And what it means that Jesus died on that cross 2k years ago. So you can be alive. Maybe you are despised and mocked by the world What if I told you, you are his. You are with Jesus Christ. Jesus said rejoice when you are laughed at or despised or mocked in my name. Why? Because you are living for Heaven. You have been chosen for eternal life. Maybe you don’t care to help others What if I told you, that perspective might change if you allow Jesus to help you get through life’s trials. To embrace Jesus healing hand in your life. When you see his Grace it changes a person. It’s humbling. It’s hopeful. Maybe you believe you don’t have purpose What if I told you, you are learning about the various spiritual gifts God has given you. It takes time to fully see this and trust this. —————— Being Happy is difficult. Even Jesus himself had moments of great sorrow. Great emotional pain. He asked his disciples to stay awake and pray. They fell asleep. You don’t think that brought sorrow to Jesus. He also had pain dying on that cross And also a sense of abandonment Even though he knew he was going to go the underworld and conquer death, and rise again 3 days later. He still felt abandoned. GOD. What I’m getting at is that even our Lord had sadness So he knows exactly, as a human, what it means to not be happy But he also knew what it was like to be happy I know I discussed this before but when the Roman guard showed Jesus great faith, Jesus was amazed. I know it’s difficult to be happy sometimes But allow yourself to be happy Read a good book. Listen to some music. Trust God. Trust he has a plan. And trust you are part of his plan. I noticed in my life when I started getting really down and not happy anymore, I was straying from my path with God. I see when I go back towards God. I feel new. I feel whole. So maybe you just need to pause and see what’s the best move forward with a good clean mind and a uplifted spirit loving God and others. In all things you do, do in love Please don’t be down on yourself that you might not be happy Just know God is the merciful loving Father. He wants you to be happy Heaven wants you to be happy I want you to be happy You are like the only one not wanting you to be happy! And I have been there many times! So keep moving forward. One day at a time. Be kind to yourself. Keep love on your mind God bless and hold onto Hope! Thank you |
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(OP) User ID: 58407701 United States 06/02/2023 03:26 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Maybe you feel alone Quoting: Seekingtruthandhonor What if I told you, you are being set apart. You might be mad at God It’s better to be cold or hot than lukewarm. (Being mad at God in my opinion would be very cold or very hot if you believe that strong but are honestly mad with him) But let’s say you are lukewarm. Don’t stress. Don’t have anxiety. Don’t have shame. Just really sit down and see what you want to know by believing in God. And what it means that Jesus died on that cross 2k years ago. So you can be alive. Maybe you are despised and mocked by the world What if I told you, you are his. You are with Jesus Christ. Jesus said rejoice when you are laughed at or despised or mocked in my name. Why? Because you are living for Heaven. You have been chosen for eternal life. Maybe you don’t care to help others What if I told you, that perspective might change if you allow Jesus to help you get through life’s trials. To embrace Jesus healing hand in your life. When you see his Grace it changes a person. It’s humbling. It’s hopeful. Maybe you believe you don’t have purpose What if I told you, you are learning about the various spiritual gifts God has given you. It takes time to fully see this and trust this. —————— Being Happy is difficult. Even Jesus himself had moments of great sorrow. Great emotional pain. He asked his disciples to stay awake and pray. They fell asleep. You don’t think that brought sorrow to Jesus. He also had pain dying on that cross And also a sense of abandonment Even though he knew he was going to go the underworld and conquer death, and rise again 3 days later. He still felt abandoned. GOD. What I’m getting at is that even our Lord had sadness So he knows exactly, as a human, what it means to not be happy But he also knew what it was like to be happy I know I discussed this before but when the Roman guard showed Jesus great faith, Jesus was amazed. I know it’s difficult to be happy sometimes But allow yourself to be happy Read a good book. Listen to some music. Trust God. Trust he has a plan. And trust you are part of his plan. I noticed in my life when I started getting really down and not happy anymore, I was straying from my path with God. I see when I go back towards God. I feel new. I feel whole. So maybe you just need to pause and see what’s the best move forward with a good clean mind and a uplifted spirit loving God and others. In all things you do, do in love Please don’t be down on yourself that you might not be happy Just know God is the merciful loving Father. He wants you to be happy Heaven wants you to be happy I want you to be happy You are like the only one not wanting you to be happy! And I have been there many times! So keep moving forward. One day at a time. Be kind to yourself. Keep love on your mind God bless and hold onto Hope! Thank you Hi! Stay encouraged. Embrace Jesus is with you! God Bless! I will dwell in you. And you in me. And I will walk with my people . -GOD |
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(OP) User ID: 58407701 United States 06/02/2023 03:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I also want to say ac: Don’t let the world take away your Joy. Keep your mind focused on love and peace Be aware of the worlds deceptions and snares Hold onto God. He is holding onto you! Last Edited by Seekingtruthandhonor on 06/02/2023 03:28 PM I will dwell in you. And you in me. And I will walk with my people . -GOD |
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(OP) User ID: 58407701 United States 06/02/2023 03:42 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Happy is overrated... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 65571479 The beattitudes are where it is at... Blessed are those... Hi! That’s why I said Jesus said rejoice if the world despises you and says all kinds of bad speech in his name towards you. For yours is the kingdom of Heaven. Your reward is great in Heaven. Blessed are the poor in spirit. For the kingdom of heaven is theirs. I agree there is more than just being happy. But sometimes for one to see the comfort and joy in their lives they need to be encouraged and uplifted a little bit. A little help. From one believer to another. It is our duty to speak life and truth. To offer peace and kindness. To be a peacemaker. Jesus said the peace makers will be called the children of God. Many times I think about Jesus saying blessed are those who mourn for they shall be comforted. At times I am so down and then Jesus just makes me smile it’s wonderful. He really does comfort me. Like he says. God Bless You! Last Edited by Seekingtruthandhonor on 06/02/2023 03:43 PM I will dwell in you. And you in me. And I will walk with my people . -GOD |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 80093501 United States 06/02/2023 04:03 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Maybe you feel alone Quoting: Seekingtruthandhonor What if I told you, you are being set apart. You might be mad at God It’s better to be cold or hot than lukewarm. (Being mad at God in my opinion would be very cold or very hot if you believe that strong but are honestly mad with him) But let’s say you are lukewarm. Don’t stress. Don’t have anxiety. Don’t have shame. Just really sit down and see what you want to know by believing in God. And what it means that Jesus died on that cross 2k years ago. So you can be alive. Maybe you are despised and mocked by the world What if I told you, you are his. You are with Jesus Christ. Jesus said rejoice when you are laughed at or despised or mocked in my name. Why? Because you are living for Heaven. You have been chosen for eternal life. Maybe you don’t care to help others What if I told you, that perspective might change if you allow Jesus to help you get through life’s trials. To embrace Jesus healing hand in your life. When you see his Grace it changes a person. It’s humbling. It’s hopeful. Maybe you believe you don’t have purpose What if I told you, you are learning about the various spiritual gifts God has given you. It takes time to fully see this and trust this. —————— Being Happy is difficult. Even Jesus himself had moments of great sorrow. Great emotional pain. He asked his disciples to stay awake and pray. They fell asleep. You don’t think that brought sorrow to Jesus. He also had pain dying on that cross And also a sense of abandonment Even though he knew he was going to go the underworld and conquer death, and rise again 3 days later. He still felt abandoned. GOD. What I’m getting at is that even our Lord had sadness So he knows exactly, as a human, what it means to not be happy But he also knew what it was like to be happy I know I discussed this before but when the Roman guard showed Jesus great faith, Jesus was amazed. I know it’s difficult to be happy sometimes But allow yourself to be happy Read a good book. Listen to some music. Trust God. Trust he has a plan. And trust you are part of his plan. I noticed in my life when I started getting really down and not happy anymore, I was straying from my path with God. I see when I go back towards God. I feel new. I feel whole. So maybe you just need to pause and see what’s the best move forward with a good clean mind and a uplifted spirit loving God and others. In all things you do, do in love Please don’t be down on yourself that you might not be happy Just know God is the merciful loving Father. He wants you to be happy Heaven wants you to be happy I want you to be happy You are like the only one not wanting you to be happy! And I have been there many times! So keep moving forward. One day at a time. Be kind to yourself. Keep love on your mind God bless and hold onto Hope! This was beautifully recieved. Thanks Brother. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 80234142 United States 06/02/2023 04:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | If one is happy they are not likely to change. If one is happy, they will love their life. They will try to save their life. One should reject the world. One is unlikely to do so if they are happy. Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. 1 John 2:15 Whosoever shall seek to save his life shall lose it; and whosoever shall lose his life shall preserve it. Luke 17:33 |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 65571479 United States 06/02/2023 04:23 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Happy is overrated... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 65571479 The beattitudes are where it is at... Blessed are those... Hi! That’s why I said Jesus said rejoice if the world despises you and says all kinds of bad speech in his name towards you. For yours is the kingdom of Heaven. Your reward is great in Heaven. Blessed are the poor in spirit. For the kingdom of heaven is theirs. I agree there is more than just being happy. But sometimes for one to see the comfort and joy in their lives they need to be encouraged and uplifted a little bit. A little help. From one believer to another. It is our duty to speak life and truth. To offer peace and kindness. To be a peacemaker. Jesus said the peace makers will be called the children of God. Many times I think about Jesus saying blessed are those who mourn for they shall be comforted. At times I am so down and then Jesus just makes me smile it’s wonderful. He really does comfort me. Like he says. God Bless You! Sounds like you and I agree. My only happiness is found In Christ. All other things flow from Him.. And to share and strengthen and encourage others.. For me, the beattitudes demonstrate our hearts and minds, in the right place. 3Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven. 4Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. 5Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the Earth. 6Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be satisfied. 7Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy. 8Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God. 9Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called the Sons of God. I see in you a peacemaker. God bless. |
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(OP) User ID: 58407701 United States 06/02/2023 04:55 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Using free will for love and truth and kindness, and being responsible in our life, is honoring God. Honoring our family. And Honoring other believers in Jesus. Last Edited by Seekingtruthandhonor on 06/02/2023 04:56 PM I will dwell in you. And you in me. And I will walk with my people . -GOD |
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(OP) User ID: 58407701 United States 06/02/2023 05:01 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Maybe you feel alone Quoting: Seekingtruthandhonor What if I told you, you are being set apart. You might be mad at God It’s better to be cold or hot than lukewarm. (Being mad at God in my opinion would be very cold or very hot if you believe that strong but are honestly mad with him) But let’s say you are lukewarm. Don’t stress. Don’t have anxiety. Don’t have shame. Just really sit down and see what you want to know by believing in God. And what it means that Jesus died on that cross 2k years ago. So you can be alive. Maybe you are despised and mocked by the world What if I told you, you are his. You are with Jesus Christ. Jesus said rejoice when you are laughed at or despised or mocked in my name. Why? Because you are living for Heaven. You have been chosen for eternal life. Maybe you don’t care to help others What if I told you, that perspective might change if you allow Jesus to help you get through life’s trials. To embrace Jesus healing hand in your life. When you see his Grace it changes a person. It’s humbling. It’s hopeful. Maybe you believe you don’t have purpose What if I told you, you are learning about the various spiritual gifts God has given you. It takes time to fully see this and trust this. —————— Being Happy is difficult. Even Jesus himself had moments of great sorrow. Great emotional pain. He asked his disciples to stay awake and pray. They fell asleep. You don’t think that brought sorrow to Jesus. He also had pain dying on that cross And also a sense of abandonment Even though he knew he was going to go the underworld and conquer death, and rise again 3 days later. He still felt abandoned. GOD. What I’m getting at is that even our Lord had sadness So he knows exactly, as a human, what it means to not be happy But he also knew what it was like to be happy I know I discussed this before but when the Roman guard showed Jesus great faith, Jesus was amazed. I know it’s difficult to be happy sometimes But allow yourself to be happy Read a good book. Listen to some music. Trust God. Trust he has a plan. And trust you are part of his plan. I noticed in my life when I started getting really down and not happy anymore, I was straying from my path with God. I see when I go back towards God. I feel new. I feel whole. So maybe you just need to pause and see what’s the best move forward with a good clean mind and a uplifted spirit loving God and others. In all things you do, do in love Please don’t be down on yourself that you might not be happy Just know God is the merciful loving Father. He wants you to be happy Heaven wants you to be happy I want you to be happy You are like the only one not wanting you to be happy! And I have been there many times! So keep moving forward. One day at a time. Be kind to yourself. Keep love on your mind God bless and hold onto Hope! This was beautifully recieved. Thanks Brother. Hey! It all starts with love! Jesus said to his disciples, love others as I have loved you. This is how they will know you are my disciples. What greater love did Jesus show than be born as a human, sinless, enters sin, dies for us, bleeds for us, goes to hell, conquers it, and rose again. For us. Wow. What love! I will dwell in you. And you in me. And I will walk with my people . -GOD |
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(OP) User ID: 58407701 United States 06/02/2023 05:10 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | If one is happy they are not likely to change. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 80234142 If one is happy, they will love their life. They will try to save their life. One should reject the world. One is unlikely to do so if they are happy. Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. 1 John 2:15 Whosoever shall seek to save his life shall lose it; and whosoever shall lose his life shall preserve it. Luke 17:33 One can be happy they are actively walking with the Lord Jesus. And also be in but not of the world. One can be happy they have a nice family. And still be in but not of the world. One can be happy they can retire. And be in but not of the world There’s so many reasons to be happy. And still be in but not of the world. But I understand what you are saying about change But the whole point of change is to lead us to peace and wisdom and knowledge of God. In our lives. Active. Every day. Every hour. Every second. We have to trust God. Even if we don’t understand everything. At least we know he is here with us. And we need to acknowledge him. And be grateful for this. That he is leading us. And is our redeemer. Luke 17:33 This passage is very important to me. Thank you for posting this. I will dwell in you. And you in me. And I will walk with my people . -GOD |
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(OP) User ID: 58407701 United States 06/02/2023 05:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Happy is overrated... Quoting: Anonymous Coward 65571479 The beattitudes are where it is at... Blessed are those... Hi! That’s why I said Jesus said rejoice if the world despises you and says all kinds of bad speech in his name towards you. For yours is the kingdom of Heaven. Your reward is great in Heaven. Blessed are the poor in spirit. For the kingdom of heaven is theirs. I agree there is more than just being happy. But sometimes for one to see the comfort and joy in their lives they need to be encouraged and uplifted a little bit. A little help. From one believer to another. It is our duty to speak life and truth. To offer peace and kindness. To be a peacemaker. Jesus said the peace makers will be called the children of God. Many times I think about Jesus saying blessed are those who mourn for they shall be comforted. At times I am so down and then Jesus just makes me smile it’s wonderful. He really does comfort me. Like he says. God Bless You! Sounds like you and I agree. My only happiness is found In Christ. All other things flow from Him.. And to share and strengthen and encourage others.. For me, the beattitudes demonstrate our hearts and minds, in the right place. 3Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven. 4Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. 5Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the Earth. 6Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be satisfied. 7Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy. 8Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God. 9Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called the Sons of God. I see in you a peacemaker. God bless. Thanks for saying that. I try to offer peace. To encourage others. But I’m still nothing without Jesus. I am nothing. He makes me everything. He lifts me up. He shows me his strength. As you said happiness is found in Christ. All other things flow from him: He is the manna that came down from Heaven. We need to reach out to him. Call out to him. Send him devotion and blessings. Give him our praise. Be grateful for him. For his life. For his love. For his sacrifice. For his strength. And all things will be added to us. Thanks for your posts! Last Edited by Seekingtruthandhonor on 06/02/2023 05:44 PM I will dwell in you. And you in me. And I will walk with my people . -GOD |