I am so incredibly grateful tonight. My BESTEST friend from YEARS ago reached out to me tonight. Omg, we haven't been in touch in years! Like LOTS of years! She was my right hand man. My girly! My ride or die best friend.
Some BS got in our friendship path way back when and we haven't been in touch since.
She reached out tonight and I am beside myself. Overwhelmed with gratitude and love. I have missed her for SO many years! She was practically my sister when SHTF.
Life is funny. I don't think it is a coincidence that she suddenly has reached out to me.
I have some things going on with my health. I haven't shared this openly because I do not yet have facts/a diagnosis.
I don't want to cause worry or seem like an attention whore, so I have just been keeping most of it to myself.
Gomez knows a little bit. Warrior knows the most.
I'm not well. Bottom line.
My PCP, who technically isn't my PCP, sent me to a hematologist to have further blood work done. To rule out Lymphoma.
Blood/lab work was done on October 5th. One of the tests, I don't know which one, would take a few weeks to come back with a result.
I go back to the hematologist on Tuesday (the 27th) for results.
I have been scared to death for over a month now. My mind is constantly spinning. I cry myself to sleep most nights.
Lots of bone marrow talk at my last/first appointment with the hematologist.
I'm disclosing this now in hopes of...
And some prayers. Please, please, my friends...pray for me. I can't leave my daughter this soon.
My heart is shredded to pieces. I feel like absolute shit every single day. Physical pain is just crazy.
It's WAY too soon. I cannot leave her yet.
I'm a fucking mess and NEED your prayers!!!!!
~*Ride the Wave*~